Der Vorgang 10514
yuliyacrasivka@hotmail.com
Yuliya
Der erste Kontakt 10514
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Good DayDear. Dear stranger, I want to know how much you are interesting in search and getting acquainted with new and wonderful woman? My name is Yulay. Iam hope to your like my photo. I m also look man with whom my life is quiet and astonishing. I am very merry, kindly and positive girl. But I m still have one and already very tired of kind of life. So I went to a dating site and get you email. In reality, I m search for real man for a serious relationship and even marriage in future. Most important is my purpose - I wish to look a companion to my lonely life! I very much hope that you are just such a person. I will be happy if we will find our common interests and our acquaintance is most remarkable moment in our future life. I do not know how much you are interested in continuing our dialogue therefore in more detail I will talk about myself later!
Please answer ONLY to my regular mailbox: yuliyacrasivka@hotmail.com I will wait your letter! See you later, Yuliyunya, |
Hello Ingolf. Thank you for giving me some time and responding to my
letter. As you already know my name is Yuliya, Me 30 old. I found your address e-mail through the dating agency "Parthner", more precisely the address e-mail gave me the dating agency "Parthner". Most likely you are asking a question, why from where your email adress to dating agency??? I immediately answer you immediately, "I do not know how dating agency found your address. "I registered on the site "Parthner" and filled out the questionnaire, what kind of man I m looking for, To date agency, they picked the right person for me. After the completion of the questionnaire . The agency gave me your email. But there is one the problem is, my subscription is free, so there s nothing about you not known. I do not have your photo, I do not know your country, in what city do you live and most importantly, how old are you. Nothing for me it is not known about you. Therefore, if you want to continue our I ask you to tell us about yourself. If you do not mind. So you had a little idea of ​​ me. I ll tell you about yourself (little). First of all, I am from Russia and live in the city of Saratov. I I have been working as an assistant surgeon for two years, in the state polyclinic. I love my job and am proud that I can help people. My hobby is sports. I like playing volleyball, basketball + I like to skate, skate, ski and so on Further. I can list a lot of things I love doing. But, The best option is to tell more in detail in our further communications. I hope you do not mind?? Most likely on this, I will end your letter. Forgive me for saying so little about myself. For me, this is the first experience in getting to know you. I do not see the point of writing you all at once about yourself, the best option is to tell you in each letter little by little. Thus, we will be able to get to know each other, how can more. I will wait for your next letter. Yours faithfully Yuliya |
I congratulate happy New Year! Also it would be desirable all to wish,
that in coming year with us there was that miracle of which all of us so dream. Though at everyone it the, but it necessarily the most necessary and the most important. I wish, that all of us were live and healthy, that were engaged in that brings to us pleasure. I wish to reach new tops. And still to wish I want more than the joyful moments which will pass in pleasant memoirs, and meetings with devoted friends and favourite members of household. After I have congratulated you on a coming holiday. I wish to tell to you about the plans New Year. This New Year I plan to celebrate with girlfriend Masha. We have planned will meet in the company of friends in coffee. Here so I have decided to spend the New Year in a circle of friends. On it, I will finish the letter and I will prepare for New Year. I will try to write to you 3 or 4 January. Wait for my following letter. Your Yuliya |
Hello ,I ve already sent you my letter with photos but you still
didn t answer... Why?You did not like my photo? Have you received my letter? Maybe simply you didn t have time to answer immediately or maybe my photos and everything what was written there didn t interest you at all??? Please write me at least a note of explanation, because most of all I m afraid of indefinite situation when you don t now what to expect...Hope to hear from you soon, Yuliya |
Hello , I have not received from you the letter. I do not know, why
you have not written to me?? Can at you cares above a roof or you have simply interrupted with me dialogue. I do not know what now to think. Please answer my letter. If you will not complicate, answer my questions. I hope, that I will receive from you the letter. Faithfully Yuliya |
Hello . I have started to ask a question. You have received my
letter??? If is not present, look in folder Spam, my letter can lays there. I very much wish to continue with you conversation. Now the friend who so does not suffice me now is necessary to me. I do not know the reason why you have not written till now to me, though I already sent you letters. Can at you not was time answer, or you have affairs on more important, than to answer the letter of the girl which really wishes to continue with you conversation. If you wish to continue with me dialogue, I with pleasure on communicate with you. If you do not wish to continue with me conversation and write. I Hope I will receive from you the letter. |
Hello my new freind Ingolf
Thank you again for having responded to my letter and continued our communication. I hoped for the worst that you would ignore my letter and do not start to communicate with me. Well, that did not happen :) So here we will continue our communication with you. I have experience already in I had communication with two men from other countries. I do not I managed to find a common language with these men, so I had to complete with them communication. I will hope that you will not be so man. I want to tell you right away, English is not my native language . But, I can speak, which is already a plus. So in the future we we can talk with you on the phone :) I probably already ran into before. So, if you do not understand my letters or find spelling mistakes in my suggestions. I ask you to take adequately to all this and forgive me for this. I will try to write you letters are more clear and without spelling mistakes. I want today tell us about yourself in more detail. I already wrote to you in the previous letter that I live in the city of Saratov. (If you want to know about me city, I will write to you in the next letter, for I will not have problems). About my education. I have finished medical university "Saratov State Medical University named after V. I. Razumovsky. My formation will consist of 3 levels: school, college, university. I Studied within 18 years. All 18 years I have studied the English language also. I have finished university in age 25. How to me gave with a medal for excellent results during my studying. Do not think, that I brag (Smile). Than I worked as the second surgeon in small clinic within 4 years. Now a little bit about sad. I live one, I have no nor children, nor the boyfriend. Sometimes I Feel like very lonely in my house. Perhaps, for this reason I have decided to get acquainted with you. To me already 30, also I take a life philosophically. I had a bad experience with the Russian I decided to turn to a dating agency and find a man abroad. At the moment I m only looking for a pen pal. Because of the previous experience in the relationship, I find it very difficult to trust man. I hope you understand this ??? I m tormented by one question. For you will not be a problem our more distance from each other ??? If for you it is, then write it right away. Good??? I shall be pleased to know all about your life. It is only female curiosity. Most likely this is me I will finish my letter. I will hope for your prompt reply. Your new friend Yuliya |
Hello my friend Ingolf!!!
Today at me fine day. Know why?? Because I Has received the letter from you. I am very glad, that you have continued ours Communications also have given me hope of our further friendship:) For me It is very important. I have started to receive recently unknown persons Letters with the offer will get acquainted. I do not have especially big desire To communicate with these people and consequently I wish to write only to you. My day Has begun with good mood. In the morning I have risen to walk the Dog Ralph. I hope you faced such problem, as To walk a dog??? And so my dog very whimsical. Ralph to steam Months 2 years back were executed. It is possible to tell, that it still young and The vigorous. Later I will send you a photo probably in the following letter. Well??? After walk with Ralph. I have gone for work. Everyone to me It is necessary to reach the work by the bus, my trip Occupies approximately 10-15 minutes to an appointment point. It is possible to tell I I live near to the work. What to tell. I have forgotten to tell to you About the parents. I have nothing to tell about the parents, therefore That I know about the daddy and about mum of anything. I know only, that they Had an accident. Unique my relative is my grandmother Galya. With The childhood it brought up me and supported me from the beginning and to The end. Everything, that I did: has left school, could arrive in University and even to finish it with distinction. After that could To get a job. I can tell with pride, if I grandmother , That I have not achieved such results. I have at once to you a question, Who from your parents was Motivator??? Though my question for you Will seem to the strange. It was interesting to me to know. Now at me remains It is not enough time after that it will be necessary for me to continue work. It is very a pity, that I do not have possibility to write to you every day. But from For a busy schedule of work I not always have a possibility to write To you of the letter. I hope it will not be a problem for our communications??? The last, that I wish to tell to you it is the girlfriends. First of all I wish to tell about the To girlfriend Masha. Masha lives near to my house in the neighbourhood. It Works as the photographer and some photos which I send you, Have been made by it. Masha 27 year. It has no children, as well as I. But it at least has a guy. She meets one guy, where It works in one firm with it. I even begin it to be Jealous it is a little, that it stops to give less to me time (smile). But it already - my small joke. About Elena. It works the bookkeeper in Small firms. She lives with the husband in the city of Salekhard. At it already is There is a boy (named it Anton). My nephew:) Once year Elena comes on a visit to To the parents. + to all to it we with it see. In brief I to you Has told about the girlfriends. Now in each letter I will tell Only about itself. It is very difficult to me to keep in contact on distance with You. Soon I hope it a problem will dare in due course. I will try To you to write tomorrow as soon as I will have a free time. On It I will finish the letter. I wish you the excellent beginning of day And good mood. Yours the new girlfriend Yuliya |
Hi my friend Ingolf.
I am again glad to receive from you the letter. At me today has appeared a little Time to write you the letter. Most likely tomorrow or after Tomorrow I to you will tell in more details, than I am engaged on work. But Today I wish to tell in more details about myself. To you interestingly to know About me, I prefer what music, films. In the beginning of ours I to you have told communications a little about myself. I think it more likely In total it is not enough. First of all I will begin with music. In the beginning I to you wrote to our communications, that I am miloman (he/she is the person, Which music) likes to listen different. I like to listen to music on To mood. If my mood is sad I prefer To listen Classical to a music genre in it my favourite composers enter ( Hans Zimmer, Johann Johannsson, Ludovico Einaudi and so on). Here By the way not the big list of my favourite music "Nuvole Bianche - Ludovico Einaudi "," Hans Zimmer - Time ", Max Richter - The Sun s Gone ". I consider as their great composers, and I insist to listen to them Compositions. I have written you only not the big list of my favourite Classical music. As, I prefer to listen during training , Metall, Rock N Roll and further. Nirvana, AC/DC, Metallica, Rammstein. Here my favourite songs "Rammstein - Sonne","Metallica - The unforgiven "," AC/DC-back in black, Highway to Hell "," Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit ". The My dear friend Ingolf, I could continue To you this list indefinitely. I have tried to write to you only Favourite music which often I listen in MP3 pleer. I suspect music It will be possible to finish. I think it is time to tell to you about my favourite Films, actors and directors. First of all I love Entertaining films which do not force your brain to strain and To take pleasure in film viewing. I hope you heard about The film Universe "MARVEL"??? I liked all films, but mine favourite Films are "THOR 3 Ragnerok", "Doctor Strange", "Avengers", "Iron Man". Now as to serials, I prefer to look "Game of thrones". In my opinion it is most not predicted and Interesting serial. As I prefer to look dramm, when to me Alone. My favourite films are "Hachiko: A Dog s Story" - It is a film can force to sob, "Titanic", "Gladiator", "1+1 Intouchables ". As to actors. In a category of my favourite Actors are: Mel Gibson, Russell Crowe, Tom Cruise, Leonardo Di Caprio. I have forgotten to mention directors Ridley Scott, Steven Spielberg, James Cameron. Still I not completely I have written this list. But, I I think it will be enough. Now I wish to write to you, as I I spend a free time. At leisure I am engaged (all depends from Season). But in the summer I prefer to go to bathe on lake or on The rivers, I like to float is healthy a way of life. Water helps To relax and strengthens immunity. Has by the way forgotten to write, that in Last year I went in Sochi by the sea. + at me is a little Photos with which I can share in the following letter. In the summer I I like to play volleyball on a beach, since the childhood I took a great interest in it Kind sports. I like to go for a drive on a bicycle, by the way it is mine The basic transport in the summer, I on a bicycle move for work, in Shops and so on. Here so I spend in the summer the free time. In the winter - I like to ski, on a snowboard I have tried to steam To time to drive, it was impossible to me. On it I prefer Usual skis and mountain. + I like to skate. In the winter I I prefer to go to fitness of halls, because in the summer hot. Here in brief I have written to you than I am engaged after work. I can write about it, But to whom it will be interesting. To me or you????? I think, that is faster In total on it I will finish the letter. Most likely I not all To you has told, But if you have questions. THAT necessarily set . I will answer your questions in the following letter. It is necessary for me Further to continue the to work. To following time. Your friend Yuliya |
Meine allerliebste Yuliya, wenn wir tief in die Gedanken von Menschen
blicken könnten, die wirklich frei sind, würden wir die Dosis von Wahnsinn und Mut sehen, die es an die Oberfläche bringt und würden wir verstehen, dass die Grenzen nur von uns auferlegt werden und dass sie nicht wirklich existieren. Wir könnten die ganze Welt sehen … wir würden sie ständig in all ihrer Unermerßlichkeit erforschen. Ohne Sorge, ohne Ängste, ohne Reue. Einfach und offen. Manchmal unreif aber so wunderbar. Wir fühlen uns wie wir leben und vergessen, dass wir einmal überlebt haben. Wir würden ohne Unterlass dahin laufen, wo der Himmel die Erde berührt, wo Tag und Nacht keine Rolle spielen und wir verweilen. Wir würden ganz tief atmen und würden es von Anfang beginnen. Wir würden Leidenschaft in ihrer reinsten Form suchen und jede Sekunde mit Intensität erleben, als wäre sie die letzte. Und … wenn wir für einen Moment Mut hätten, würden wir es tun? „Welchen Preis hat die Freiheit?“ dachte Emma, die Frau, die jetzt sitzt, auf dem Vordersitz des Autos, während sie sich eine Zigarette anzündet. „Ein Cent? Eine Million? Ein Traum? Eine Liebe? Mehrere Lieben oder ein Leben der Suche? Aber, was ist sie eigentlich?“ Sie ist eine noch junge Frau, die zu viele Zweifel hat und viel reflektiert . Wie ein alter Mensch. Sie mag keine Heuchelei und falsche Menschen, aber auf seltsame Weise unsichtbar für sie. Aber sie würde gerne so sein wie sie. Falsch. Es wäre einfacher. Es ist leicht zu leben, wenn du wie die anderen bist, es ist schwer, wenn du anders bist. Emma ist so eine andere, andere und doch eine gewöhnliche Frau, die das Leben auf einzigartige Weise liebt, die Seele eines Kindes und der Geist eines alten Menschen im Körper einer Frau. Dein Dichi mmer liebender Ingolf!!! |
Hello my dear the friend Ingolf, I hope that you not against if I is
To address to you so???? I at all do not know from what to begin my letter. So Here. Today on work the full horror was created!!!! Today to us in Clinic many people with jaw traumas have arrived. Some people Arrived to us with the displaced jaw (often such people come in Our branch after fight), me was necessary to set a jaw back. Some people to me had to tear out molars (I have it in view of About a wisdom teeth). But the most awful, to us two men have arrived with Numerous crises of finitenesses. Under the story, they have got in Car accident. First of all have sent to us in branch Because there was a jaw crisis (crisis a department chin), to it "Tyre" and additional mechanisms, that was necessary to impose a jaw not It was displaced. Other man have taken away at once a fracture clinic as was Crises of a foot and edges. Horror!!! Now you know dear Ingolf, as There passes my working day. It yet everything, than I am engaged on To work. But, I think it will be enough, that I have written to you. To me It was necessary to spend the whole days on work, just now I have finished The change. At once I wish to ask pardons for my delay of the answer, I Not always I have access to the computer. You remember, that I write to you Letters from the working computer????? And so, for this reason we not We can write letters, as dialogue. I very much hope, that it will not be To be the big problem for sew the further communications. Today At me is in plans to descend with my girlfriend Masha on cinema "The first player to prepare ". It is a film recently left in cinemas of Russia. I Has looked on the Internet responses about this film, the majority of spectators Has approved viewing of this film. For this reason, I wish to descend on This film and to relax after the working day. By the way you looked this Film????? If, "YES" that share the opinion, to you has liked This film or not. In the following letter I will tell to you the opinion about This film. Well???? I have already reserved tickets, the session will begin In some hours. At me is a little more time, that To write you the letter. I wish to begin the letter with how badly is To Russian doctors and why the majority of people try to leave Russia. Most likely you know, what in our country to doctors pay a little???? And so it really truth!! Many people plan to leave Russia and to work abroad (In such countries, as USA, CANADA, AUS , And Europe), including "I". I too plan to leave the the country , To work and live abroad. But with a choice of the country I till now It was not defined. In each country there are the "+" and "-". A problem Consists at all in wages. All depends, and from knowledge of language. + From taxes, how many it is necessary to have money for the residing, everyone Month. I do not know, how many it is necessary in to earn in a month, for this purpose To live anything in itself not to refuse. I know, how many it is necessary To earn, to live in Russia. But!! I think every day about Moving to another the country. But, during the same moment I realise, what not I can throw here all. I cannot leave girlfriends Masha and Elena. I can not leave here the apartment (I have an own Apartment which has got by right of succession). I cannot leave the The grandmother, is my unique relative which remained with me. My grandmother raised and brought up me. But, during the same moment I do not see The future in Russia. My most important fear consists that I I can not give to children of the future. I write at once to you, at me There are no children. But, I want, that I had children in the future. I I dream, that at me was two children (the boy and the girl). And so. I with pleasure would remain in Russia if in our country developed Medicine and economy. + paid to doctors big the salary. Most likely I will philosophise now, but I think, that that country is developed, in Which the medicine and economy develops. In our country of nothing Develops!!!!! Though in our country there are many minerals ( Threw, gas, oil, gold, brilliants). But, our country not Develops. It is the big shame, for the big country!!! I think, that Most likely in all our president Putin is guilty. Putin does anything For our country. I to these cannot understand, why so it is a lot of people Choose Putin. I never went on presidential elections. On mine To opinion for people have already solved, who will be the following the president. FUFFFF, It was shout of my soul. Forgive, that I write you all it. I hope , That you have learnt that that new about our country. On it I will be To finish the letter. The session on a film will soon begin. It is necessary for me To hurry. Your friend Yuliya |
Hi my dear Ingolf!
Thank you very much for your letter. It brightens my day! I hope that you have the same feeling when you receive mine. And of course, I enjoy our correspondence and I am serious. I consider you to be my friend, I think that you understand me in lots of things and it s easy for me to talk to you on many topics. You can ask me any questions you want. I think that this is very important for the relationship, if both of the partners want the relationship to grow. Trust is also very important, no relationship can be strong without it. Thank you for being honest with me and from my side I can say that I will be honest with you also. I think we should try to tell each other as much as we can. I would like to know you better from inside, Ingolf, because you seem very interesting to me, so I have a question for you: What qualities do you appreciate in people the most? In my opinion, honesty, faithfulness, kindness, sincere and understanding are very important in people. I also think that in every relationship trust plays the main role. That s why I think that 100 trust should be between man and woman, they should be able to say every single thing to each other, share all their joys and sorrows. If they have a problem they should try to find a solvation together. What do you think, Ingolf? What is your opinion? You know, Ingolf, I think that age is very important in the relationships. I think that the man should be older than the woman. As for me I prefer my future husband to be older than I am. Older men know how to treat the girl right, they know what the girl wants. It’s much more interesting to talk to them. And there is one more thing. I am looking for the serious relationships and guys of my age they normally want just to have fun, they don’t have any serious intentions, they don’t think about future. I don’t like it. I am not against fun, of course, every person needs rest, but not all the time. You probably understand me. What do you think am I right, Ingolf? My dear Ingolf, please, tell me more about you. What are your goals and dreams? What are you looking for? And what are your intentions? It will be very interesting for me to know. If it s not hard, please, answer these questions for me. And feel free to ask me anything, I ll answer you with great pleasure. I will be looking forward to your letter!!!! Sincerely, Yuliya..... |
Hi my dear Ingolf!!
Thank you very much for your letter and your tender words and care. You are so sweet to me, it is so pleasant for me to read your letters, when I close my eyes I can see you saying this to me, it makes me feel very good. That s a great feeling, I am thanking God that you are in my life. Even though we are far from each other in reality, in my dreams we are together, we are walking together at some nice place in the nature holding hands and saying tender and warm words to each other. I feel that you are very special to me, I need to read your letters like I need air or water for living. I couldn t even think that something like that could happen to me. Thank you that you are, Ingolf. You know, Ingolf, I don t think that the outside beauty is the most important thing, you can be beautiful for some time, even the most beautiful, but in some years this beauty will go away, there will be other people who are going to be looking better. I think that the real beauty is inside your soul, that what stays forever. The person should be beautiful from inside, in my opinion. Don t you agree with me, Ingolf? Ingolf, I see in you the person who I can talk easily with, who is interesting for me, the one who is making me want to know you more and more. I would like to know your soul, I would like to know everything about you. I see that you are not playing with me or joking around, many of our thoughts are the same, our values are very close and we are looking for the same things, we both are looking for the special one. I see that I can establish the emotional connection with you, I can talk to you on any topic, it s very easy for me, it seems like I know you for a long time. I like your thoughts about life and relationships between man and woman. By your letters I can say that you are a decent man with serious intentions. I like that in you. I think that we are even a little bit alike in that. I am also serious about our correspondence. I like to read your letters and I think that I will really like to talk to you in person, you seem to be an intelligent and well educated person. I hope that some time we are going to meet. OK, Ingolf, I am finishing my letter now and I hope that you are having a great day! I am thinking about you and I am really happy that we ve met! This thought makes me smile :) Hope to hear from you soon! With hugs, Yuliya... |
Meine liebe Yuliya, Redenschreiber sind häufig Autoren, deren Talent im Angepasstsein liegt. Niemand holt sich geniale Schreiber ins politische Haus, denn spitzfindige und gelehrte Autoren sind niemals gut im Harmonieren, sondern besser im Querulieren. Das muss so sein. Entweder schreibt man einen ehrlichen Text oder man verfasst eine Rede, die möglichst viele Wähler anspricht und einen Querschnitt der Interessen bedient. Abgesehen davon gibt es in Deutschland, anders als in Amerika oder Großbritannien, keinen Politikerehrgeiz, durch Reden zu glänzen. Würde man in Deutschland Wert darauf legen, rhetorisch exzellent aufzufallen, wäre das Erste, das man im System Reden-schreiben-in-der-Politik aufgeben müsste, die Praxis, sich ehemalige Politikredakteure ins Amt einzuladen. Und da man schon einmal dabei ist, das neue Jahr schonungslos ehrlich zu beginnen, weil man sich gegenseitig geschworen hat, immer aufrichtig zueinander zu sein: Warum ist die neue Das Erste Mediathek eigentlich so ein sagenhaftes Desaster? Wie kann es sein, dass egal welches Video man in der nagelneuen öffentlich-rechtlichen ARD-Mediathek anklickt, das ruckelfreie Abspielen eines Videos vollkommen unmöglich ist? Jede Autofahrt auf einem Trampelpfad in der Peripherie Bulgariens oder Rumäniens verläuft geschmeidiger als die sechseinhalbminütige Neujahrsansprache der deutschen Bundeskanzlerin. Ja, ja, die Internetverbindung, werden jetzt die Verantwortlichen sagen. Klickt man die Seite an, steht man wie vor einem Memoryspiel mit abgedeckten Karten. Nach und nach laden sich die Vorschaubilder und zeigen das Bild. Boah, Deutschland! Da sitzt man also und sieht die Kanzlerin über das "schwierige, politische Jahr" referieren, über "die Schicksalsfrage des Klimawandels" und die "Steuerung und Ordnung der Migration" sprechen, und der Text wäre auch in einer technisch einwandfreien Version eine körperliche und geistige Qual, aber weil das Video buffert und buffert, dauert es eine Ewigkeit, bis man den ganzen Schlonzes überstanden hat. Es grüßt erzitternd dein dich immer liebender Ingolf
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Hi my Ingolf !!!!
Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it as usual because your letters always put me in a good mood and make me smile :) I am thinking a lot about you and I like to read from you, Ingolf. I am very glad that you understand me. You the unique person which to worry about me. You know, Ingolf, I need to tell you something. I think that friendship is very important in the relationships. Let me explain what I mean here. I think that passion and affection are very good, but two people that decide to be together need to know how deal with each other in everyday life. You know what I mean? And I think that friendship between them will help a lot. I would like to see a very good, I can say the best friend in my soul mate. I think that emotional connection is very important, so that two people will feel very comfortable with each other. How do you think, Ingolf? When I am reading your letters, Ingolf, I feel that you are honest and sincere with me, you are telling me a lot about you, so I want to give you the same thing. You know, I have a dream. I would like to find a true love, a special person who is going to love and take care of me and I will do the same for him. I want our love to be forever. I think that when I meet that special one I will give him all of my tenderness, care and love. And what is your dream? What do you want the most from life, Ingolf? Please, tell me. It will be very interesting for me to know what you are thinking and dreaming about. You know, Ingolf, I need to tell you something. I have never thought before that this is possible to find a very good friend, somebody special with the help of Internet. But now I can say that this happened to me, I’ve met you and it seems to me like I know you for a long time even though we exchanged only a few letters. Now I can say that there is a person in the world who understands me, my life position, whose dreams and intentions are close to mine. You should know that you are dear to my heart, I am always ready to listen, understand and try to help you if you need that. Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply, Ingolf!!! I am thinking about you!!! :) With tender hugs and kisses Yuliya.. |
Meine liebe Yuliya, im Stockdunkel erhebt sich ein Kontrast. Schlank. Hoch. Ein Grollen baut zum gequälten Brüllen auf. An der Küste ist der Nebel aufgezogen. Die umständliche Kraxelei zwischen den Steinen und Felsen wird noch schwieriger. Die Sonne ist im dichten Nebel verschwunden. Urplötzlich pfeift eine eiskalte Böe durch das Labyrinth aus Felsbrocken. Der Nebel scheint immer dichter zu werden. Es ist schon schwierig genug, nicht auszurutschen oder zu stolpern, da ist es fast unmöglich, meinen Vordermann im Auge zu behalten. Doch Lukas hat ebenso Probleme in diesem Geröll wie ich. Nur sein vierbeiniger Freund, Roro, tappst erwartungsvoll hinter ihm her. Nur jenes hecheln und das knirschen und klirren verrutschender Steine und Kiesel unter den Stiefelsohlen sind zu hören. Und mein angestrengter Atem. Ohne Vorwarnung manifestiert sich ein übermächtiger Schatten vor den beiden aus dem Boden. Ich halte erschrocken. Roro fletscht die Zähne. Wir strecken unsere Köpfe in den Nacken. Etwas blitzt am Schatten auf. Roro springt den Schatten an. Mit einer kraftvollen Bewegung sirrt die Luft. Von unten nach oben. Jaulen und röcheln. Der Schatten ist weg. Lukas und Roro sind tot. Der Schatten scheint den Nebel zu lieben. Diesmal keine Steinformationen, sondern dichter Wald an einem glucksendem Fluss. Zwei Männer in Rüstung. Der Weg ist schmal, sie kämpfen sich hintereinander durch das Gewächs. Wieder versperrt ein mächtiger Schatten den Weg. Ein sausen und der blutüberströmte Körper fällt platschend in den Fluss. Die schwere Uniform saugt ihn auf den Grund des Rhenus.Der andere Legionär sprintet schreiend zurück. Lazarus, der Rächer ist zurück. Ein Mord in dem verschlafenem Nest war eine Furore. Und als solche wurde sie gehandhabt. Selbst in der letzten Gasse wurde noch von dem Vorfall getratscht. Selbst der einsame Schäfer sprach darüber mit seinen Schafen auf der Weide. Ich selbst hatte lange unter dem Einfluss des Schocks gestanden. Der Polizei hatte ich den Hergang anders beschrieben, als er sich zugetragen hatte. In dieser Version hatte ich mich außer Sicht- und Hörweite zum Zeitpunkt des Mordes auf dem Wanderweg befunden. Den Mörder hatte ich auch nicht gesehen, nur die leblosen Körper der beiden dann aufgefunden. Über den Mörder verlor ich kein Wort. Im Endeffekt spielte das doch auch keine Rolle, oder? Ob ich nun aussagte, dass ich nichts gesehen hatte oder eine Erscheinung die beiden erstochen hatte änderte ja nichts an der Untersuchung, ich würde wenn überhaupt nur eingewiesen. Ich wusste nicht weiter, konnte es mir nicht erklären und eine Spur des Mörders gab es ja immer noch nicht. Besser erzählte ich gar nichts als von Nebelgespenstern. So hatte ich mir meine Ferien nicht vorgestellt. Definitiv nicht. Zurück auf meinem Zimmer tat ich etwas, dass ich schon lange nicht mehr getan hatte: ich weinte hemmungslos. Ich konnte es nicht aufhalten. Sie würden nie wieder da sein. Für immer verloren. Tot. Einfach so. In Sekunden geschehen. Ich brach zusammen. In den folgenden Nächten schlief ich schlecht. Doch in der Nacht direkt nach der Erscheinung bekam ich kein Auge zu. Die Angst und Verzweiflung hatten nicht von mir lassen wollen. Es grüßt erzitternd dein dich immer liebender Ingolf |
Hello my dear Ingolf. Thank you very much for your letters. I want
thank you for answering my questions and commenting on my thoughts. I think this is very important in our communication and with everyone step, with each letter we become closer to each other. You too feel it Ingolf ???? Today I want to talk about my past relation. I think the time has come to tell you about my previous relationship with a man. So, Ingolf, I had a relationship with a man 2 years ago. I lived with him exactly two years. (I think it makes no sense to call him name in this letter). I met him in 2013, through common friends. The moment I saw him. I fell in love with him with first glance. I thought that with this man you can build future. Because we had feelings for each other. The most important thing , that our plans coincided. After long visits, he proposed to live with him in the apartment. I lived at his apartment. In 2015, I became pregnant. He invited me to marry him. In the same year 2015, we got married. It seemed that this is almost happiness. But here there was a misfortune, I had a miscarriage (the child was dead in my womb). Nothing happened to me, I did not get strikes against stomach. I did not have any diseases and so on. The fruit could not till the end To form, for this reason there was a miscarriage. You are most likely I can not imagine what I felt at that moment. I m two months old almost nothing to eat. For almost two months, I was depressed. At that moment, I was most afraid that I was not I can have children in the future. But after talking with the doctors and handing over analyzes, to me have told or said that with me that s all right. I can have children. Doctors told me that it s better to wait one year, but it s better two years, so that this situation does not happen. When I was depressed, I did not I noticed the most important thing about what a husband does (a former husband). He was also in depression and began to abuse alcohol and often go to bars. I I thought that this is a normal process, which people really helps relieve stress. I was hoping that I would drink alcohol and he would return to me . But, here again I was very disappointed, he told me changed !!!!! I still do not understand why he changed me. I do not I know the reasons for his actions, because he did not explain anything to me. I was a faithful and devoted wife. What did he miss at the time ?? For me it remains a mystery. I guess the reasons for his betrayal, in that , that I can not give birth to children for him. Most likely this reason led to a divorce. In 2016, we divorced. He gathered his things, sold the apartment and moved to another city. After the divorce, I m no longer saw him. The moral of the song is that, you do not have to hurry to get out marry and have children. Now to this I am very serious, so as not to repeat the mistakes from the previous relationship. Here so in brief, I did not write a big slice of my life. I hope that you do not were upset after reading my letter and are ready to continue continue to communicate with me. I found it necessary that you need tell me about my bad experiences with respect. In advance I apologize to Ingolf that I write you many bad events from my life . But you must know about me, as much as possible with what I had to face difficulties. On this I will finish my letter. By the way, what are your plans for these Weekend ???? I will look forward to your next letter. Maybe you are Ingolf tell us about your bad experiences from relationships. For me it would be It is interesting to learn as much as possible. Your Yuliya PS I forgot to write. After the divorce, I had no relationship before and after with men from Russia. For all my life I had only Man. |
Hello my dear Ingolf. I m glad to receive a letter from you. I would
like to to tell you the truth, when I receive letters from you, my mood immediately improves and a smile appears on my face. Most likely this is affection for you, for the time of our communication. I still do not I understand how I managed to get attached to a person with whom I did not even met in real life. For me it will remain it s most likely a mystery. Even now, after reading your letter, I want to smile and even I want to hug you. It is unfortunate that due to distance we can not meet at the moment and walk along the the park. But, I really feel that our meeting will happen. At once I will write that I am not a clairvoyant and do not see the future :) You know, I every day I think about you. I m all tormented by one question, can we become more than friends ???? I think yes" . But, we can understand only when we meet face to face. You agree with my opinion ???? If not, please be kind enough to write your opinion on this about. Good???? Today I had a little time to meet my friend of Masha. We met with her in a cafe and talked for a cup tea + eat pizza. Masha noticed during the conversation that I had a lot I smile and the voice of my tone was joyful. After that, Masha asked me an interesting question, why do I smile? I did not hide from his girlfriend and said that I m communicating with you Ingolf. For Masha it was a great surprise that I communicate with a man from abroad. Although , I ll remind you that it was Masha who advised me to take advantage of dating agency "Parthner", it was thanks to Masha I found wc :) I do not know if it s fate or it s a coincidence, but I m grateful his girlfriend, that she advised a dating site. Masha asked to tell about you in which city you live, where you work and most importantly asked for a picture of you. I said that I will try Tell her and show your picture next time. Masha agreed and gave you a big "Hello". After that, she went to my boyfriend, But I went to work. Now I again write to you with working computer. So, I spent my day. I hope you will not mind if I I will tell about you and show your photo ???? I hope that you do not will be against it. My dear Ingolf, most likely on this I will end your letter. I need to go to work. I will try to you write tomorrow. Good???? I forgot to write to you, I think that it is important . I will soon have a vacation, most likely holidays will begin Starting next week. I will write to you, the exact date holidays will begin. Good??? Wait for my next letter. Required write me. Bye Bye Bye . I miss you. Yours Yuliya |
Hello dear Ingolf !!!! So, we continue our correspondence. I wrote many
letters, ten times I wrote to you about my life, about my thoughts and emotions. You know, Ingolf, I was thinking about my question. what am I asked you! How my life changed after the change began conformity? Our correspondence. We are not so familiar for a long time. It s not years and months. It s only weeks, days. this is not a personal acquaintance. It s just correspondence. But what has changed ???? !!! Much has changed. Probably, one day everything will change! I m not joking, Ingolf. Many changed for me. A new person has appeared in my life. New person. it very handsome man. This is an interesting and special person for me. He s my secret! I feel the attention and interest of this person. I I feel his concern. I eagerly wait for our meetings, for our correspondence meetings. I m waiting for his letter. I m waiting, and I m worried. If today from he has no letter. Or as soon as he does not write at all. I have hope, and I have dreams. A small dream is quite small ... And very delicate. I dream to be special for this person. I m dreaming touch his feelings, mention his heart. I dream of being unique for him. I dream of hope! I dream of a certain a secret that will be for us the most gentle secret. Maybe this too few - ten letters. Maybe it s absolutely nothing, emptiness ... But for me this is the first step! For me this is a shy hope and a gentle dream. For me it starts. What will happen in the future ??! Of course it s me I do not know now what awaits me - I can just dreams and hopes. But now I have interest and concern for a beautiful person. And this one person YOU Ingolf !!!! I like your letters, your attention, I enjoy, your presence in my life. There are only ten drops from the sea of ​​hope and dreams. This is only our census acquaintance! the most interesting is ahead. Well, today I will finish it. I hope you not tired of my reasoning, my businesslike reasoning. I AM VERY GRATICAL to you. You make my life more interesting, bright and give me moments for dreams. I hope only for you and forever .. Yuliya |
Hello my dear Ingolf !!!
What are you doing today? What s new? Well, I was very happy to hear from you, because I miss you very much !!! I thinking about you all the time, you are very dear to me. Ingolf, you know, today I woke up with the rays of the sun, which came out of my window and my first thought was about you! :) I was putting off my bed and thinking, guessing that there may be some A wonderful day that we will wake up together like this and The first thing you will do when you wake up kisses me and wishes me good morning, and I will do the same for you. You know, Ingolf, me I liked that idea :) Who knows, maybe one day, it will be reality? What do you think? Would you like this my dear, Ingolf? Well, my dear, I m finishing my letter, and I ll be watching send your answer !!! I miss you! With sweet thoughts about you,Yuliya |
Hello my dear, Ingolf. Thank you for writing me again. I do this very
happy and it s to deliver me great happiness. How are you today, Ingolf? How s the weather out there ????? Autumn is my favorite time of the year. I hope that this spring I will remember for life. After all, this is my intentions to meet you Ingolf. This is a very important event for me. I think I m beginning to feel feelings for you. I hope you do not mind my feelings for you? You re probably wondering why I m starting to feel Are you feeling like that? So that s it. I m starting to feel feelings for you because you, in my opinion, combine most of the qualities that I m looking for in the man of my dreams. Such impression at me has developed on yours letters. I thought yesterday what will happen to us next. You did not ask this question, Ingolf? I ve already become attached to you want to see yours letters every day. It is a pity that at the end of the week I can not write to you. I very often think about you. I think that our friendship grows into Something bigger. I hope you do not mind it? It is important for me to know your opinion on this issue. I talked yesterday with my girlfriend Masha. Masha asked me, do you really think that you have with him maybe the future? I said that "yes" I believe that we can do everything turn out. Your letters warm me as the sun warms the earth and gives me life I ll look forward to your next letter, because we are getting closer to each other with each letter. I send you the most passionate kiss. I wish you a good day, my dear Ingolf. Yours Yuliya |
Hello my dear Ingolf
I m glad that again I have the opportunity to write to you and read your new letter. It means a lot to me. Because for that short The time that I write to you I m very used to you and glad to see your letters every day. Your letters raise my mood and make my day. Last night I was sitting at home and all evening thinking about you and about us. I thought how wonderful that would be if we could be together. I really want to meet you. In my opinion, fully know a person can only communicate with him personally and seeing the eyes of a person. I I found in you a lot of qualities that I was looking for in a man. I like your open heart and kind heart. From your letters I can see how you care about me and respect me and I appreciate it. We can write each other 1,000,000 letters, but we will never know each other for real. I want us to be together and develop our relationship is on. If you want me to come to you. Soon I will have a vacation at work and I thought. that it is very a good opportunity for us. Write me what you think about all this Ingolf. Good???? I will eagerly wait for your letter. I give you are my most tender kiss and hug. Sincerely yours Yuliya |
Hello my dear Ingolf. I kiss you, Ingolf! Kiss you, my dear! It s
really a pleasant feeling to come to an internet cafe, and read your letters. I will be happy to answer you. You are my Love , Ingolf! Kisses! Kiss! Kiss! I can not limit myself do not kiss you! I wanna be with you! Only with you! I want to make you the most happy in the world! It s my wish! I always think about you. it it s really hard to be so far away from you. In my book there are many ideas. chapter! I want to be with you and have a good walk in the park! I would I wanted to go to the cinema with you to watch a romantic film! I want to have supper with you for candles! It s all wonderful! Because you will be with me! With you, I will feel easy! I will be myself happy girl in the world! It s all thanks to you, Ingolf! You are my Guardian angel! I want it to be like this always! We will definitely happy together! It really will be great, hold free time together! We can do many prophetic together! AT our life will not be the words "You" or "I", it will be one word "WE"! You agree with me? I think it s really wonderful! We will do everything solution together! In this moment, I want to admit my feelings. I I love you with all my heart and soul! Kiss you, dear Ingolf! Kisses you are my love! I m really happy, you gave me consent about our meeting. It s very-very good! Thank you, honey! Thus, way, I can go to a travel agency and find out which documents are needed for travel to your country. I will tell you everything like only this will become possible. I think I can tell you all the news tomorrow. OK? I want to be with you as soon as possible. I can not wait I m waiting for your next letter. I hope to get this soon time! Bye! For now, my heart! Your love Yuliya |
Hello my love Ingolf !!!
Today, I went to the travel agency "Bounty". To me advised to use the services of this travel agency, my friend Masha. I went to a travel agency to choose suitable visa for my trip to your country, + to find out what documents are required for visa processing. In the tourist agency, I was called the price for the provision of a visa. I was offered a two types of visa: National visa - category "D", (that is - A long-term visa granting the right to stay only in the territory of the country for 180 days). This type of visa, Will do long + to all this it costs expensive . This type of visa I deleted from my list. You must understand that I am not going to stay in your country for such a long period. My vacation lasts from 40 days. During this period time, we can meet and learn about each other more than through our letters. I hope you agree with my opinion ??? After of this, the Travel agent offered a second option, to do tourist - category "C", (This type of visa - gives the right to be in the country for a certain period, and to travel throughout the country. This visa allows you to stay in your country for 40-90 days. In this case, when you re-travel, you can extend visa at the embassy. I believe that this type of visa is very suitable for me for travel to your country. To get this tourist visa, I must go to Moscow, where the embassy is located. I will attend a lot of agencies, offices and organizations. It is a common way to get a tourist visa, it can take many months. I said tourist agent that I do not have so much time to wait. The travel agent offered me a package of services (FPS.) FPS includes additional payments for the category of visa, consular services, preparation for interview with the commission. BUT!!! Tourist Visa agency removes all problems and, thus, increases probability of obtaining a visa without long delays. That is, I can get a visa in within 10 days). + To all this cheap enough in my opinion, the price of such a visa will cost me at 22 000 rubles or 360 usd. I have read the service agreement and registered an application for a tourist visa. Now, it remains for me wait for news from the travel agency, about my application for a tourist visa. Here such news. My love Ingolf, I spent at the travel agency for more than two hours and strongly. But not looking at it, I want to finish my letter on a positive note. I always think about you. Now, I can not imagine life without our communications! During this short period, I became very attached to you Ingolf. Now, I can not even imagine that a few We ll be together soon! I m always looking forward to the day when I can hug you and kiss you! I m waiting for the day Where you and I can walk for a walk around the city where you show the sights your city! I always think of you and I hope that this day will happen , As soon as possible. But, on this I will end my letter. My love Ingolf, as soon as I have news on the visa. I m you be sure to report this. I love you Ingolf. Your love Yuliya |
Meine liebe Yuliya, es stimmt mich sehr traurig zu lesen, dass Du in
Deinen finanziellen Möglichkeiten so eingeschränkt bist, Dir noch nicht mal eine kleine Reise zu gönnen. Aber es bestärkt mich auch von meiner Seite aus alles zu tun, damit wir uns in der Realität treffen und bestimmen können, ob wir das sind, was wir meinen zu sein. Nämlich ein Paar! Du hast mir die beiden Möglichkeiten aufgezeigt, die uns zusammenführen können. Ja, gerne, ich kann Dich in Russland besuchen. Es wäre für mich kein Problem, das entsprechende Geld dafür aufzubringen. Mir wäre es allerdings viel lieben, wenn Du nach Deutschland kommst. Denn, sollten wir uns entschließen gemeinsam durchs Leben zu gehen, dann möchte ich hier in Deutschland bleiben und Dir ein schönes Zuhause bieten. Ich bin mir nicht sicher, ob wir das in Russland schaffen würden. Und deswegen solltest Du auch sehen können, wo möglicherweise Dein neuer Lebensmittelpunkt ist. Ich habe eine eigene Wohnung nicht weit von der Stadtmitte entfernt. Die Verkehrsanbindung ist prima. Solange Du in Deutschland kein Auto fahren kannst, bist Du mit Bus und Bahn sehr gut versorgt. Insofern ist es mein Wunsch, dass Du mich in Deutschland besuchst. Damit ist es auch klar, dass ich Dir finanziell unter die Arme geifen werde. Da muss ich gar nicht lange überlegen. Das ist für mich eine Selbstverständlichkeit. Darum möchte ich Dich bitte, dass Du alles in Bewegung setzt, damit Du das Visum erhalten kannst und auch das Gesunheitszeugnis. Ich bin mir sicher, dass wir beiden das zusammen schaffen. Sobald Du das Geld benötigst, musst Du mir Deine Bankverbindung nennen, damit ich Dir das Geld überweisen kann. Leider kann ich mit dem Homebanking keine Auslandsüberweisungen machen. Ich muss dann zu meiner Bank gehen. Aber das ist auch kein Problem. Es gibt kompliziertere Dinge. Eine Überweisung nach Russland sollte mittlerweile auch in Deutschland etwas Alltägliches sein. So, nun muss ich meine Mail beenden und mich auf den Weg zur Arbeit machen. Es hat leicht geschneit, dann getaut, um dann überfroren zu werden. Hier ist Glatteis in unserer Stadt und damit kommen wir Deutschen in jedem Jahr nicht gut zurecht. Bitte schreibe mir so schnell wie möglich zurück. Ich freue mich riesig, dass wir uns hoffentlich bald sehen können. Endlich möchte ich Dich in meinen Armen halten und Deine Körperwärme spüren. Küssen für Dich von Ingolf |
Hello my love Ingolf
I have a wonderful mood today. Today, I met with his girlfriend Masha. To share with your plans for a trip in your country. You know, Masha approved my choice and agreed with my thoughts. She wished me a successful flight, so that we have everything has developed in the future .. I was so glad that Masha approved My choice . I hope that one day, you are with Masha too will be friends. I very often think about you. I so wanted to speed up the process of preparing documents to come to you. But, on I can not influence the cooking process, all I have to do is the moment is to wait. For me now the days are longer, this is most likely due to expectation. But, I look forward to the notification from the travel agency. As soon as I have news, I need you report it. Good??? Most likely you have the most important question for me, when I m going to arrive in your country. My dear Ingolf, I I would like to inform you about the date of my arrival. But, the problem is that it does not depend on me. It all depends on preparation of documents. I hope you understand this, Ingolf ??? I I can tell you the date of my arrival, only if my visa will be approved. You do not have to worry about it, I be sure to write you an approximate date of my arrival. Good, Ingolf ??? Now we need only wait. I forgot to write, the most important news. The clinic paid my vacation money. Now, I have the necessary amount to cover the cost of a visa. + the clinic must pay this month wages for 2 months. As soon as I have all the money in my hands, I can cover my expenses (tickets, hotel, other ...) independently without your interference. I hope you did not think that I would be flying into your country without money ???? Here s the news :) My love Ingolf, most likely on this I will end my letter. I was very lucky that our fate intertwined. I do not want to lose you . You are my prince on white horse and for your sake I m ready for anything you say, if only you will be with me. I will stop this letter, and I look forward to hearing from you letters. I love you . Your love Yuliya |
Hello my love Ingolf
Thank you for your letters and for your expectation. For me it s very pleasant that you have appeared in my life. For me, the most important question. Dear Ingolf, how do you represent our first meeting ??? Describe in detail their thoughts and ideas. Good?? You know, I was trying to imagine our first meeting. I represent our first meeting, so. You stand in airport with flowers and with a sign with my name (most likely the same know what are my favorite flowers ??), I feel my first fear, before our meeting. Most likely I will have a high heart rate + I will have a fever. After I come to you with with your luggage. I ll hug you tightly, and kiss. After that we will go taxi (on your car) to your house (or hotel, then I do not I thought where it would be better). After we arrive to the place purpose. I ll leave my bags and after that we ll go for a walk Park, and you will show the sights of your city. After a long walk we are with you Ingolf, we return back and on this ends our day. In advance I m sorry that I can not more details describe our first meeting. Maybe later, I you will definitely tell. Okay, my dear Ingolf ?? My love Ingolf, today I got a call from a travel agency. To me said that probably tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, the embassy will call on interview. I was very glad to receive such information. Now days for me last as a month, when I think of our long-awaited meeting. On this, I will end the letter. I will try to write to you how possible soon. I love you Ingolf. Your love Yuliya |
Hello my dear Ingolf
My dear Ingolf, I was happy to receive a letter from you. Today my the letter will be short. I do not have a lot of time. I just , that came from a travel agency. I decided to inform you good news right away. The embassy called me to an interview. Now , I need to collect my things and go to Moscow. Most likely, tomorrow in the morning or after dinner, I will go to Moscow. This moment, I waited eternity, in my opinion .. The travel agency has fulfilled its task faster than I expected. It is rather connected with that monetary The amount I paid to speed up the preparation of documents for visa. Now it does not really matter. Most importantly, I m going to embassy!!! Probably tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I can get documents that are required to arrive in your country. Tomorrow, I I ll write to you from the Internet - cafe Moscow. Okay, Ingolf ??? I I will tell you all the news that will concern my trip. After how I will receive all the necessary documents, I will have to Go back to the things to collect the necessary things for travel to your country and most importantly buy tickets to your country. Most likely my trip to Moscow will cost me not cheap and stay there for a long time. At first I wanted to go to Moscow to give interview at the embassy and wait for the approval of the visa until some time. But!!! The contract says that I have to buy tickets to your country only in a travel agency that helps me get together Required documents. From superstition, I will not buy a ticket before reception of documents. From the agency I m convinced that buying tickets it is possible only after the approval of the visa. The travel agency said me, that many people do so. But, it seems to me wrong. My dear Ingolf, most likely I can tell you the date of my flight, only next week. I very much hope that my visa will be approved. If my interview at the embassy fails, I do not you have to cancel all plans for the trip. But, in the tourist the agency assures me that the visa will be approved. Many people applied for a visa to their agency, and the result was very Positive 95 of clients to the visa was approved !! I have a hope , that our meeting will come true. In a few weeks, we can see each other at the airport. How do you relate to this? I think it s You will also be happy. I will finish this with my letter. Now I m going home to pack my things. My dear Ingolf, I have a last request for you. I want you to in the next letter, the data about the nearest airport in its city. Good???? It will not be a problem for you to send a title airport ?? My love Ingolf, I hope to get an answer from you that will bring me support. I love you Ingolf. Your love Yuliya |
You are going to answer my letters? Or it is not interesting to you as
there passes my preparation for the visa?? |
Greetings why you do not answer my letters? Unless you any more are
not interested in our meeting? I write you the information on my preparation for the visa, but you do not answer my letters. I hope that you will answer this letter. |