Der Vorgang 11116
myemlolga@yandex.ru
Olga
Der erste Kontakt 11116
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Hello Michael!
I received your answer. You wrote to me still long ago, but unfortunately your answer got to spam. And as I use is rare this email, I checked spam just now and found your answer there. It is possible that after such long period, you found to yourself the second half and you will not want to continue acquaintance. But as you answered me, I answer you as well if you do not write to me, I will understand everything. But if you answer me, then I will be glad to continue with you acquaintance and it will be possible the beginning of our new life. To be honest, to me it was not really believed that you will write to me. Because as you probably understood, I badly speak English and I cannot always express the thoughts correctly. But I hope that you understand me and we will have no problems with it. But I want to tell you that I well understood you. As you know, I am lonely woman, and this loneliness have forced me to try to find the man through the Internet. It was difficult to me to make the decision about it because I know that on the Internet there are different situations. For example, there will be good moments when people get acquainted, meet and marry. There are bad moments also when some people have simply a good time, deceive and other. So I very carefully concern it. But for some reason, when I have looked at your profile, that you at once seemed to me the serious man and that we have something the general. I tell it now on the first impression. But I will not come forward. The future will show that will turn out from our acquaintance. I m right? Now I want to tell to you a little about myself. I am 32 years old. I was born on April 14, 1986 in small settlement, near to the city of Vologda, Russia. Now I live in Vologda already almost 16 years. After leaving school I have come to this city and have went here in trade and food college. Has finished it by a trade the seller and all life I work on this speciality. Now I am the selling assistant in lingerie shop. My height of 167 centimeters. Weight of 51 kgs. On a horoscope I am Aries. Now I live alone in apartment. I spend the basic part of time on work, and at leisure and I spend to the days off with friends or one in apartment. I like to spend time walking on park, sitting in cafe at a tea cup, cooking food, reading books, listening to music and many other things. Sometimes I visit mum. She lives in my native settlement. In a family I am one daughter, and I have not brothers and sisters. Unfortunately my father has died 5 years ago, and now I still had only mum whom I love very much. I finish on it my letter and I wait for your answer. I hope that to you all is clear from this that I have written. I want to be frank completely with you and I want it from you also. You know, I always tell that I think. And if I something wasn t pleasant to you inform me on it at once. I think what better at once to stop correspondence if you don t want to get acquainted with me further. But I hope all the same for the best and I will wait for your answer. Olga. �—�´Ñ€�°�²Ñ�Ñ‚�²Ñƒ�¹Ñ‚�µ, Michael. |
Hello Michael!!!
I am glad to receive your answer. I worried that you won t understand me well. But now I see that you understand me and that doesn t prevent to write us each other anything, except one thing... I can t write to you often. And it depends not on me, and from circumstances. I have no house of the computer and I should write to you from work. Now I have free time and the computer isn t occupied. So I will write to you so much, how many I will be allowed by my time. You know, I am very glad that you want to continue acquaintance because I too want it also to me it seems that I have decided to get acquainted through the Internet not in vain. How are you? I m ok. You know, I have a small excitement apropos, that to begin new acquaintance. My relations with men develop very difficult. I at all don t know why so leaves. In something I am guilty, in something the man who at me was. I won t speak about it much. I in life had one man. We have got acquainted with it when I was 26 years old. It was my first love. We lived with it together almost 4 years. He always to me was kind, he loved me (I thought so). All was good. But sometimes he could be gone for some days, then there were any calls at night. I didn t pay attention to it. All suited me, to me it was good with it. He has suggested me to become his wife even. Though for me it because the main thing for me, it that my beloved was together with me wasn t important. But all it has ended in a flash. Somehow time he has forgotten a mobile phone of the house and to him there was a call. I have taken the call and have heard a female voice. . I was horrified!!! It his mistress called. In general I have torn with it though to me it was difficult for making. But you should know that I hate treachery most of all in life! You know, when I gave him all myself, did everything that he was happy, and he so has arrived with me. Then I have learned still that he changed to me 4 years all these. But now about two years I lonely. I had for these 2 years of acquaintance to men, but all these men were not serious. Him my appearance was important only, but I want that in me were interested not only because of appearance, but also my private world. You understand me? In general I am now lonely still and I hope that we will have a future in our acquaintance. I have written to you about it that you knew well that has occurred in my life. I am afraid to burn again not much, I am afraid that will betray me again, I am afraid to fall in love again not with that man. I hope that these words won t offend you. Because I see that in you there is something such light... I can t explain it words now. But in the future when I learn you, I think that I can choose words. On it I finish the letter. I send you the photos as well I look forward your answer. Excuse for frankness, but I always speak about that that I think. Also I wait from you for it. Olga. PS: today St. Valentine s Day for our acquaintance it will also be possible the good sign. Do you agree?..... I congratulate you on this holiday! |
Hello my dear Michael!
I have received your answer again. In the previous letter I have written to you about the last relations that you have understood that I am afraid in our acquaintance. All problem that I such woman that when I once will be mistaken in something I start to be afraid that again there was no it. Am I making sense? In general on character I try to say always that I think, and my friends say that it can sometimes prevent me. But I think that wasn t present. You know, your letter gives me self-trust which didn t suffice me long time. And I am grateful to you for it already. I do not know why, but so it is easy to me to communicate with you. Usually I not such frank with those people whom I badly know, but with you all differently. And I don t know even why? Can be because I feel understanding of which didn t suffice me in your letters. I am very happy nevertheless that we continue acquaintance. Now again I write to you while there is time for work. Today for some reason not so it is a lot of visitors in our shop. I do not know even why. But it has given the chance to relax not much. As you know, I work as the selling assistant in shop of lingerie and we have all for women. This work is pleasant to me. I can t tell that I always dreamed to become the seller, but the most important thing that work was pleasant. Do you agree? You know, in the childhood I dreamed to become the singer, but dreams come true not always. But if very to want, it will necessarily come true. Do you agree? (I don t mean to become the singer:) I work 6 days in a week from 8:00 till 19:00 (with a lunch break). So I have enough time for personal needs. Earlier I worked in shop jeans and sportswear and have got used to wear clothes which are convenient for me. Actually I like everything very simple and convenient and I also adhere to it. Some people like comfort, a glamour.... But I want to tell that me it didn t interest never. There is such phrase: who has more, but the one who needs the smaller is rich not. So I try to adhere to this phrase and my relation to life about the such. You know, I had for a long time a thought to get acquainted through the Internet, but I wasn t ready to it. And now, when I have understood that is ready, I write you this letter and I am happy, what exactly during this moment I have made it because I have got acquainted with you and to me it is very easy with you. I don t know why, but between us there is a mutual understanding and still something... I can not tell now what exactly. But I start to think often of you and your letters. It is time to me to work again and I hope to receive your answer again. If I can t write to you at once it means that I am busy, but I will do everything to find free time and to write to you more likely. I wait for your letter. Your Olga. |
Hello my dear Michael!
I am glad to receive your letter again. At last at me free minute has stood out, and I write you instead of selecting to people clothes. All thoughts today only about you, and I waited very much for this moment. But now at last I have waited it... You Know, I am convinced more and more that I have decided to get acquainted not in vain through the Internet. We learn each other better, and we have a desire to continue further our acquaintance. You know, you as if the book, which each page carry away me more and more. I hope that you don t take offense at me, what I compare you to the book? You know, at me today such fine mood with which I would like to share with you. First, it because I have received your letter. Secondly, because simply good mood. Thirdly, because to me mum called today. We call up to her not often recently. We spoke with her not long. She asked me as I live, as at me with private life... I don t speak much about myself usually. I am interested as at her life usually, I listen to her, I worry about her, I rejoice for her. My mum is the person closest to me now. And I value mum very much. Especially now, when my father has died 5 years ago. I have understood only then as it is difficult to lose the loved one. You know, my father has died of a stroke. He was 61 years old. It is heavy to me to remember it. Since then mum lives alone and often remembers the father and loves him. Know I spoke to her about why she can t find to herself the man. But she only smiles and says to me that to me not to understand it. Though I understand all, and I know that her love for ever. You know to my mum is 64 years old, and she already on pension. Now she lives a quiet life. Certainly I have other relatives, and sometimes I meet them. But most of all I communicate with the cousin who lives in my city as well she works at post office. And we meet her often. She is my best friend also with whom I can share any secrets. But while I didn t speak with anybody about you. You don t take offense at me? I will tell about you necessarily, but later... You know that my mum has given birth to me in 33 years old. And me will be 33 years old also soon. You know, I can t arrive to the mum long time. Last time I was there almost 6 months ago. But most of all me has surprised in conversation with her today that when she has asked me, whether there was at me a man. I have kept silent. She has smiled and has told that is glad for me. I know, that she always feels what important events occur in my life and always calls to me during these moments when support is necessary to me. You understand me? Unfortunately at me the free time has ended. I will wait for your answer. I want to tell to you one more. You have given me hope!!! I am grateful to you for it. I kiss you. Your Olga. |
Hello my dearest Michael!
I am happy to receive your answer again which cheers me up as always. I m ok. Somehow all has changed, when I have begun with you acquaintance. Somehow in another way I began to perceive the world. It became as though more brightly, more kindly, it has changed as though not much. You don t have such feelings? And it thanks to you, thanks to your letters, thanks to that I know that someone thinks of me also, as well as I think someone. I said to you that you have given me hope and it s true. Now I don t feel such lonely as earlier because I know that I can share with you the mood, the thoughts. To me is easy with you. Waking up in the morning, I think of your letter, on that you have written to me, and when I have free time and possibility, I hasten to open the email at once and I hasten to look that you have written. And each your letter does me more happily!!! I represent always that you do now as you spend time. Here I sit on work now. There is any weariness not much, but it is a trifle. Today after work I have agreed to meet the friend. I didn t see her for a long time already. That at me isn t present time she doesn t have time. But today I wouldn t like to be at home one again. She has called me half an hour back and I have changed the plans. So it is pleasant to meet old friends. Probably, today we will go to walk on park, then can be we will go to cafe if certainly there will be time. In general, I like very much to spend time in the fresh air. I like walks on park, picnics, beaches and another. Earlier I skated, on skis, rode a bike, went to pool. I like sports. But recently I am engaged in it seldom. Can be because I became lazier (joke). But most likely, because I was bothered with this monotonous life. When work when I spend the majority of free time in loneliness, me to cook food there is nobody, to share the secret thoughts there is nobody. In general I like to cook food very much, and friends say that at me it turns out perfectly well. But they exaggerate certainly. You heard probably about such Russian dishes, how a borsch, pelmeni, bliny? But you probably guess that there are more many other dishes, new recipes. I try to experiment not much in it usually, I try to cook food under new recipes, and I invite to try friends it. Also I like to listen to music very much. Usually, it is modern pop music, both foreign, and Russian. As the jazz, a symphony is pleasant. I like quiet music when it is possible to relax. Among books I like love novels, classics, adventures. If I don t have any plans, on weekdays I spend usually, reading to books and magazines, and simultaneously I include music. In weekends I meet friends, or I spend time in loneliness, being engaged in favourite affairs. Know I don t want to tell to you that at me boring life. All is pleasant to me. But you understand, she became boring to me because in thoughts I aspired to divide it with someone always, to live for someone, to give the love and to share happiness. And I think that I have already found that person.... I will look forward your letter and to think of you. Let this letter will cheer you up, also as your letter has lifted to me. I will wait very much your answer... I send you still the photos also. I kiss you. Your Olga. |