Der Vorgang 16338
aleksandrabeaut@ckymail.com
Aleksandra
Der erste Kontakt 16338
Anzahl der Mails: 2
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| G day Josef,:) Thank you for your reply. I am so happy that you have
an interest and thank you once again for taking the time to respond to my email. This is my primary email address, it will be more convenient for me to use this address. I hope that you will receive my letter and will reply to me soon. Please send me some of your latest photos. Josef I m serious in my intentions so please show me your devotion too. It is time to tell you more about myself. I am thinking what to begin with. You know, I did not realize that it would be so difficult. However, I want you know more about how I live. I really do not know how to begin, it is so hard. It seems I had so many thoughts and ideas just a minute ago, but now I am speechless)) May be because I am excited?) I need to calm down and begin… Let me start with a short story about me. I guess you want to know me more. As I told you before, my name is Aleksandra. I am 39 years old. I live in Kirov, Russia. My height is 172 cm. My weight is 57 kg. I have never been married. I have no children. I think you ask yourself why a Russian girl writes you, don’t you? I am sure you do. Let me try to answer this question honestly and outspokenly. Please be sure that I take it serious. I will write you faithfully, without cheating. Each word in this email is like a part of me. Each word comes from my heart. In each email I will open you my soul. May be I should not do this, who knows. But I feel I should be honest to you. This way you will see my inner world, my thoughts. I hope you will also write me honestly and from your heart. Opening our souls we will understand each other better. How I look, you’ll see at pictures. You’ll see my appearance. Reading my email I want you see my inner world. This is very important to me. Ohh my God! I promised to answer the question and did forget. Can you imagine how many thoughts come to my mind? It seems a million. ))) I want to tell you about everything in one email. However, let me to answer why I did write you. I had a man, but our relationship run out badly. I gave all my feelings, my soul and heart to him and expected the same. I wanted our feelings were mutual. I wanted he cared about me. I wanted he just respected me. I really thought we would be together for the rest of our lives and I even made plans for our future. The future where we are happy just because we are together. But he cheated on me with another woman. And that was the end. His cheating opened my eyes. Now I understand how blind I was, now I know I lived in an illusion. He used me and it hurts. I was so busy with home stuff that I noticed nothing and of course I trusted him. I did everything for him. I made a breakfast for us every morning, then hurried up to my work. My lunch break I spent at home cleaning our apartment and cooking. Then came back to work. I was so tired of it, but I wanted he felt my love and care. I’m writing you this now and remember. And this makes me cry. I don’t want to remember it. Never! I don’t want to write you about bad things that happened in my life. Now I am OK and I feel I am ready to start a new life, I am ready for new relationship. But, please, don’t hurt me. I hope you understand me. Another reason why I wrote you is the mentality of Russian men. Most of them don’t look at the future. They live today and don’t make any plans to change their lives to the better. They don’t goals and aspirations in life. Most of men are drinking a lot. It is rather difficult to describe you all the reasons in one email. But I think you understand what I am talking about. I am looking for a man who is thinking about the future, who has goals. I am looking for an optimistic man who doesn’t stop and moves forward to his dreams. When I watch foreign films, I see you have a different way of life. You just think and live in a different way. This is also one of the reasons why I wrote you. So I love watching movies. I live alone in my own apartment. Sometimes I feel lonely and my evenings I spend watching movies. I am also curious to know how you imagine a single girl evening. Tell me. I am very curious to know. I also love reading if I have leisure time. I also love to go out and breathe fresh air. I like to walk in the park, near the river, just through the streets of our beautiful city. In my free time I also go to the gym or go to a cafe with my friends. Weekends I often spend with my parents. They live out of the city. I will be more than happy to tell you more about how I spend my free time. I just respect your time. It seems my email is too long. I don’t want to waste your time. I am looking forward to your reply. Please tell me more about you, how you live, how you spend your free time. I am very interested to know you better. Have a nice day! Awaiting your further message. Aleksandra |
| Good day Patrick!!! When I see your email, I become happier. You know
I am smiling now. Thanks a lot for your reply. It is so nice that you find time to read my emails and write me back. To be honest I was thinking a lot about my previous email that I wrote you. May be it was too early to open my soul. I worried what you thought about me after that email. I was afraid that you would not answer. I tried not to think about this and started reading a book. But I could not concentrate on the book, all my thoughts were about our communication and acquaintance. When I woke up, I realized that I didn’t remember what the book was about. )) I was still thinking whether you reply or not. All the bad thoughts seemed to have disappeared from my mind.. Now I see your email and this makes me happy and makes me smile. Thank you once again for your email. Patrick, today I want to tell you about my job. I want you know me better and how I live here in Kirov. What to begin with? So, right now I am at work. I just have a break. Therefore, I decided to answer you. By the way, all my emails I write you from my work because only here I have an opportunity to use the Internet. By the way, I work as an administrator in a fitness club. I m a teacher by education, but I had to find a job in another sphere. The paradox is that it is rather difficult to find a job by education and teachers job is low-paid. This is very sad but a true. I would love to be a teacher. I hope that one day this job will be in demand and well paid. So that my dream comes true. However, may be not in Russia. I really want to teach young people. I want to share my experience with them, instill in them the right moral values: honesty, justice, sincerity. I want to teach young people to appreciate the main qualities in life like love, care, and goodness. Unfortunately, in the modern world people forget about these simple things. Patrick, let’s turn back to my job. I work as an administrator in a fitness club, this is certainly not the job I dreamed about, but it gives me more stability. Nowadays, people really follow fashion and they always want to be beautiful, especially women. My working day is long. I start at 10 am and finish at 9 pm. I have a 1-hour lunch break. But this is only if we have not many customers. Sometimes we have so many customers that I even don’t have an opportunity to eat on time. But I like my job, it is very interesting. I like to communicate with people, I like to help them improve themselves, because I believe that sports make people better. Our fitness club is far from my home. I go to work by trolleybus. After work I go home on foot, you remember I’ve told you that I love to walk. At morning it takes 30 minutes to get to work. It takes me 1 hour to walk home but I love my way home. After a busy day, the walk makes me relax. The fresh air makes my thoughts bright and clean. I also enjoy our city. It is very beautiful. When I walk, I’m looking at people who hurry up and do not notice the beauty around them. They are too busy. They are in the hectic of their everyday life. As for me, there is no need to hurry home, I have time to admire, relax and enjoy my time. Nobody waits me at home. But I truly believe that everything will change soon. I believe that love and happy future finally come to me. I believe that I will find a man whom I can give my love, care and tenderness. Patrick, do you find my emails interesting? I hope so. I close my eyes and imagine how you read them. You have a kind smile, and you read my emails carefully. Sometimes reread them. Am I right? )) I am convinced that a girl should be slim and beautiful. I love yoga. Practicing yoga gives me peace of mind and good thoughts. I will tell you just some more things about me and return to work. In my spare time I meet with friends. We can go to cafes, cinema or theater. In summer we go to the lake. In winter we skate. I try to diversify my life as much as possible so that it will not be boring. Oh, I forgot to say that I love animals, but since I live alone, I can not keep animals at home, it just does not have enough time. But sometimes I go to an animal shelter to play and feed them, and I like it a lot. I want to meet a man who I can have fun with. The man I can spend the time interesting. That would be wonderful! I forgot to write that on weekends I visit my parents. They live in a village far from the city. I will write about them in my next email. Please don’t hesitate to write me about everything happened with you. I m curious to know everything about your life.Patrick look, my email is too long again. I passionately wanted to tell you about everything so that time just got away)) But it s time to work. I will wait for your next email. Take care! Yours, With best wishes and hope for continued communication.Sincerely yours,Aleksandra |