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nat.lastoshka@prokmail.com
Natalia
Der erste Kontakt 19358
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| Salut respected xxx! Forgive me for answering you so late. There were problems with email and internet.
And now everything is in order and I am glad that I can answer you. Thank you for your reply. I am so happy that you have an interest and thank you once again for taking the time to respond to my email. I hope that you will receive my letter and will reply to me soon. I really want to see your latest photos. xxx I m serious in my intentions so please show me your devotion too. It is time to tell you more about myself. I am thinking what to begin with. You know, I did not realize that it would be so difficult. However, I want you know more about how I live. I really do not know how to begin, it is so hard. It seems I had so many thoughts and ideas just a minute ago, but now I am speechless)) May be because I am excited?) I need to calm down and begin! Let me start with a short story about me. I guess you want to know me more. As I told you before, my name is Nataliia (my full name). I live in Pokrov,Ukraine. My height is 168 cm. My weight is 51 kg.I am 37 years old. I have never been married. I have no children. I think you ask yourself why a ukrainian girl writes you, don't you? I am sure you do. Let me try to answer this question honestly and outspokenly. Please be sure that I take it serious. I will write you faithfully, without cheating. Each word in this email is like a part of me. Each word comes from my heart. In each email I will open you my soul. May be I should not do this, who knows. But I feel I should be honest to you. This way you will see my inner world, my thoughts. I hope you will also write me honestly and from your heart. Opening our souls we will understand each other better. How I look, you'll see at pictures. You'll see my appearance. Reading my email I want you see my inner world. This is very important to me. Ohh my God! I promised to answer the question and did forget. Can you imagine how many thoughts come to my mind? It seems a million. ))) I want to tell you about everything in one email. However, let me to answer why I did write you. I had a man, but our relationship run out badly. I gave all my feelings, my soul and heart to him and expected the same. I wanted our feelings were mutual. I wanted he cared about me. I wanted he just respected me. I really thought we would be together for the rest of our lives and I even made plans for our future. The future where we are happy just because we are together. But he cheated on me with another woman. And that was the end. His cheating opened my eyes. Now I understand how blind I was, now I know I lived in an illusion. He used me and it hurts. I was so busy with home stuff that I noticed nothing and of course I trusted him. I did everything for him. I made a breakfast for us every morning, then hurried up to my work. My lunch break I spent at home cleaning our apartment and cooking. Then came back to work. I was so tired of it, but I wanted he felt my love and care. I'm writing you this now and remember. And this makes me cry. I don't want to remember it. Never! I don't want to write you about bad things that happened in my life. Now I am OK and I feel I am ready to start a new life, I am ready for new relationship. But, please, don't hurt me. I hope you understand me. Another reason why I wrote you is the mentality of ukrainian men. Most of them don't look at the future. They live today and don't make any plans to change their lives to the better. They don't goals and aspirations in life. Most of men are drinking a lot. It is rather difficult to describe you all the reasons in one email. But I think you understand what I am talking about. I am looking for a man who is thinking about the future, who has goals. I am looking for an optimistic man who doesn't stop and moves forward to his dreams. When I watch foreign films, I see you have a different way of life. You just think and live in a different way. This is also one of the reasons why I wrote you. So I love watching movies. I live alone in my own apartment. Sometimes I feel lonely and my evenings I spend watching movies. I am also curious to know how you imagine a single girl evening. Tell me. I am very curious to know. I also love reading if I have leisure time. I also love to go out and breathe fresh air. I like to walk in the park, near the river, just through the streets of our beautiful city. In my free time I also go to the gym or go to a cafe with my friends. Weekends I often spend with my parents. They live out of the city. I will be more than happy to tell you more about how I spend my free time. I just respect your time. It seems my email is too long. I don't want to waste your time. I am looking forward to your reply. Please tell me more about you, how you live, how you spend your free time. I am very interested to know you better. Have a nice day! Looking forward to hearing from you soon.Regards,Nataliia |