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maryam_ami@outlook.com
Maryam
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| Good afternoon! Mysterious the stranger, I wish to look, how much you wish to find and to begin acquaintance with new and remarkable the woman? My name Maryam. I wish to believe, that you from me in delight. I search the man with whom my life to change to the best. I very much interesting, kind and positive the girl. But I still one and I very much have got tired from it. Therefore I have gone in agency of acquaintances and have written to you the letter. Actually, I search present the man for serious relations and a combination marriage in the future. Dream of all my life - to meet the beloved of all my life. I wish to believe, that you are this man. I will be happy if we find our common interests, and our meeting - the most great moment in beginning of our relationship. Now I do not know, as is strong you you are interested in continuation our correspondence, therefore in more details I will write about myself later. I will wait your answer with huge impatience. Kiss, Maryam. |
| Good evening! Lovely the stranger, I wish the nobility, how much you are interested in searches and to begin acquaintance with new and good the girl? My name Maryam. I hope, that I to you is pleasant is nice. I search the person with whom my life to change to the best. I very much interesting, opened and positive the girl. But I still one and I very much have got tired from it. So I have addressed in marriage agency and have sent to you the letter. Actually, I in searches present the man for stable relations and a combination marriage in the future. My main objective - to meet love. I wish to believe, that you are this man. I will be glad if we find common language, and our meeting - the most great moment in our future life. Now I do not know, as is strong you you are interested in continuation our conversation, for this reason I am more than information on I will tell about myself later. I will wait your letter with big impatience. All the best, Maryam. |
| Thank you for taking some of your time and responding to my letter. To be honest, I didn t even
expect you to answer. Thanks anyway for your letter. So that you have a little idea about me. Who am i, where i m from, and how old i m? I want to tell you a little bit about myself. My name is - Maryam. But all my friends call me - Mary. By the way , you can call me that, if it s convenient for you. I come from Erevan, and I still live there. I m 30 years old, if i seem very young to you in the photo. Then, do not pay attention, my friends and colleagues at work do not believe that i m so old. Although I look very young, there is a merit of my parents, their genes were inherited by me. + To all this thanks to physical exercises in the fitness room, and most importantly nutrition. I manage to keep the appearance of a student of some university. So don t be surprised why i look so young. What else can i say, i just remembered. Knowledge of languages. I know several languages, since i m in Armenia, and the official language in my country is russian and armenian. + In addition to all this , i have knowledge of english, of course there are gaps, and most likely you will understand what i mean, because i studied English at school and at the institute, i did not fully manage to learn English. If i took paid lessons from an English linguist. Then, my knowledge of English would be much better. For this reason, i know only the basics, and in my opinion i can talk quite well. From your point of view, it may seem the opposite. I will hope that you will not have any problems reading my letter, and you will understand what I am writing about. In some situations, i will use different translators. xxx keeping you posted, so that in the future you will not have any questions to me. To tell you more about myself, i think i ll tell you about my profession, what i do and how i earn my living. My profession in short, i m a dentist. I work in a state polyclinic. Where i get a good salary, which by the way is enough for me to live. As for my interests, there are a lot of them (i m fond of volleyball, cycling, skiing, and a bunch of other interests). Believe me, i can tell you a lot about myself. But, it won t be interesting , and the letter will be delayed, where i can just bore you with a story about myself. I think that in the near future i will definitely dedicate a letter where i will tell you in detail about your interests, music, movies, books, cooking and so on. To continue our communication, i want you to know. I don t have kids or a boyfriend. That is, I am not in a serious relationship. So that it doesn t interfere with our communication. As for you, xxx? Are you in a serious relationship? It s just a very important moment for me. If you have a girlfriend and you are married, then perhaps I would finish writing to you, because I don t want to disrupt the relationship and spoil the marriage. On this, let me know. Ok? Because on the dating however, it is not indicated that you are in a relationship. According to the dating agency. In short, i told a little about myself. I really hope that in the next letter you will also tell me about yourself, so that i have more idea with whom I am having a dialogue. I think this is the end of my letter. Since I have answered all your questions. It s time for me to head home to do the cleaning, cooking and other household chores. I look forward to your next letter and hope very much for the continuation of our communication. Sincerely yours Maryam. |
| Good day my xxx.
How are you? How is your health ? I hope everything is well with you?! I’m happy again that I have opportunity to write this letter to you. I’m in high spirits and I’m glad to recognize that soon you will receive this letter and read it and then reply, so, soon I will read yours. Hope this letter will find you in high mood.I shall look forward to hearing from you. I wait your letter. Hope to hear from you soon. Your Maryam |
| I was glad to receive a letter from you. Although I received your letter early in the morning. But,
I didn t have time, because there was a blockage at work. Now I have an hour of free time. I decided to devote some time to our communication. Still, I m glad that we continued to talk. It s a pity that I can t devote all the time for our communication, it s connected with work and with my free time from work. So everyone has their own things to do after work that need to be done. Going to the fitness room, meeting with friends, housework (such as housecleaning, cooking, if there is a dog, then you need to walk with her, and others). I think you understand why, we can t communicate around the clock and communicate through all sorts of messengers such as facebook, whats app, telegram, and other communication programs. Although communication by mail is old-fashioned nowadays. There is some kind of romance in this, when people without any other communication programs were waiting for a letter from their friend, loved one, relatives, family members. Now teenagers communicate on social networks, where they write in short words, where they can t really tell you about themselves, tell you how the day went. Communication in this is not complete, for this reason I chose to communicate with you by email, and not through messengers. I hope that you are satisfied with communicating with me by mail?? Therefore, I am quite satisfied to write by mail, so I can tell about my day, about myself in more detail. I want to tell you right away and add why I won t even have time to write to you at night before going to bed. I don t have my own computer. It s not related to the fact that I can t afford own computer or laptop. Because I don t see it as important. If I had interests in playing computer games, in the end for studying. The fact that a computer or laptop was an important attribute for me, and I would have already acquired it. But, I have already finished my studies a couple of years ago, then this unit is no longer needed for me. This is my subjective opinion, of course you can disagree with me and express your thoughts on this, where I will listen to you and perhaps give my comment on this topic. Now, I want to start my story about myself. I have already told a little about myself in my previous letter, where I live, how old I am, and who I work for. But, nevertheless, I want to tell you about my work so that you have an idea of what I do. Rather, you already know what a dentist does. Right!! The dentist is engaged in the treatment of patients teeth. Since I do not work as a full-fledged dentist, but only help at the moment, because I need more practice in this profession. I study. I know the whole theory by heart. But, theory is one thing, and when it comes to practice, it s completely different. Although I already had experience at the university where I did my internship. I still have a fear of harming the patient when it comes to implants. For this, a little bit and a little bit, I practice to hone until the moment when I will not have this fear. Although my mentor and the chief surgeon tells me not to be afraid. Still, when it comes to serious surgery, such as putting an implant, removing the root of a tooth, I do not dare yet, so I am currently watching and watching the actions his colleague. At the moment I am engaged in the removal of tartar, caries removal, pulling teeth, and other small things, to inject anesthesia and X-rays. That s my whole workflow, what I do. Next year, I hope that I will be able to overcome all fears and become a professional dentist. In order to work in a prestigious clinic in the future. At the moment I am happy with my work. My work has been sorted out, now you have an idea who I work for and what I do. I would like to tell you about my family and friend. I ll start with my family first. I have only my mother and sister left alive. My father died six years ago due to prostate cancer. Mom lives separately from me, decided to settle in the country, as she does not like the city bustle at all. I have a sister, Elvira, who also lives separately. By the way, she also works in the field of medicine, but already as a traumatologist. We went with her to her mom s posts. In general , all the women in our family tree worked in the field of medicine. It remains to tell about a friend. The friend s name is xxxa, she already works as a photographer, then you will understand from where I have such cool photos. That s how I briefly told a little about my family and friend, who does what. By the way, I almost forgot to mention, I live in my own studio apartment, I wanted to show off a little. At least I took the apartment on a mortgage. But, it s better than living in a rented one. It seems that s all I wanted to tell you. If you want to see a story from me in more detail about my family. I am ready to tell you in more detail. In order not to delay your letter with your long story. On this, if you have any questions, do not hesitate. Ok?? I almost forgot you xxx, can also tell us about your work and family. We should get to know each other better. Isn t it?? I want to end my letter with this and I will look forward to your next letter with great impatience. If I may, consider him my friend. Your friend Maryam |
| My friend xxx, thank you again for your letter. (If he told about his parents and about his past).
"Thank you for telling me about your parents. I was pleased to learn as much about you as possible. Although the topic of parents is personal, but still thank you again for sharing with me. Not a big digression from the topic. - If you have any more questions for me, ask me about it. I am always ready to answer your questions. Today, the weather was not favorable on the street since the morning. It s springtime in our city now, and for me it s time the year is not a favorite. Who likes spring, who doesn t. We are all different people. The cold days of winter are behind us. Now everything on the street is slowly melting snow and puddles are forming, the days have become longer in feeling. It was sunny outside. But, nevertheless, I did not dare to ride a bike, or walk, because there was ice, and there is a high probability of falling and getting injured. That s why I decided to take public transport. I got to work quickly in 15 minutes. I didn t even notice how I got to work. In the morning it was on the street feels about +4 Celsius. That s the way I had before work. By the way, my friend, how do you get to your job? Do you use your own private transport or public transport? Everything seems to be about the weather, there s not even anything else to add. That s why I would like to move on to the topic of my interests. At the beginning of our communication, I promised to tell you about my interests in more detail. First of all, I would like to start with cooking. I love cooking, and in my opinion I am not a bad cook. To confirm the words, by deed. I m attaching a photo of my skill to you. So that you can evaluate my cooking. You may think that everything looks edible in the photo, but what does my food taste like. My culinary work was appreciated by my sister and my mother. Everyone liked my cooking. I can not only cook what you see in the photo. But, I know how to cook turkey, chicken, potato and minced meat casserole, pilaf (rice with meat), chicken meatballs in the oven, in cream cheese sauce, and much more. I know how to cook various soups, such as borscht, chicken soup, solyanka, sharpa. I also have experience in making salads. I can do caesar salad, Greek salad, hunting salad, and much more. In general, I can cook everything if I have a good recipe, and most importantly a recipe. Personally, it won t be any problem for me to cook a meal. I can write a lot that I can. But, I m afraid to stretch the letter and tire out what I can cook. All that I have listed is not even half of what I can cook. This culinary experience came to me from my mother. Because Mom always said that the way to a man s heart is through the stomach. I think you ve heard that saying. Until I got off the subject food. I would like to write what I like to eat. Here again I can surprise you with a large list of food that I like. So as not to write a big food list. I ll split the kitchens. I like armenian cuisine. I am a big fan of Italian food. I like pasta: chicken with cheese, carbonara, bolognese. That s what I don t like, so it s a sea of products. I don t like moluski, crabs, mussels, shrimps, etc. But, I love river, ocean, sea fish. I don t even know what it s related to. I have since childhood, some kind of dislike for these seafood. Perhaps this is due to the fact that I ate a couple of bad food from the chefs. This dislike remained for life. I almost forgot to add, I still don t like Chinese food. Of alcoholic beverages, I like most of all wine, cocktail. To all other alcoholic beverages, such as vodka, whiskey, champagne, cognac. I like it. I have no bad habits, such as cigarettes, drugs. I also don t have tattoos, piercings. At least I have a positive attitude to all this. As they say, your body is your business and do with it that do you want. In general, I m not a big fan of alcohol, but I don t mind having a couple of glasses with friends at a holiday. The most important thing is to do everything in moderation. Here is my credo:) I m thinking about the topic of food and my cooking can be finished. Now you can get down to my musical tastes. I have already mentioned to you that I have a very rich taste for various music. Here you can highlight classical music and their composers:Hans Zimmer , Johann Johannsson , Ludovico Einaudi. Also rock music and their composers: Nirvana, AC/DC, Metallica, Rammstein. Also in my MP3 pleer, there is modern music: Imagine dragons, Rihanna, Linkin Park, Shakira , xxxin Timberlake, Nickelback, Christmas Tree, Polina Gagarina . My friend xxx, I can continue this list to you indefinitely. I tried my best you should write only the music that I listen to on a regular basis. I can attach musical compositions in the next email so that you have an idea of what I like. But, I will do it only with your permission, if you don t mind, in return you can share with my musical tastes, if I like it, then I will add it to my playlist. On account of musical tastes, I wrote to you. Now, I want to tell you my favorite genres . My favorite Genres are Detective, drama, Romance, Comedy . My favorite movies are "Hachiko: A Dog s Story" - this movie can make you cry, "Titanic", "Gladiator", "1+1 Intouchables" . + I still prefer to watch TV channels , my favorite channels are : Discovery Channel , BBS , National Geographic. As for the actors . In the category of my favorite actors are : Mel Gibson, Russell Crowe, Tom Cruise, Leonardo Di Caprio. I forgot to mention the directors Ridley Scott , xxxn Spielberg, James Cameron . This is not a complete list of my favorite movies, TV shows and actors. I also like to read books . I adore mysticism, fantasy, adventure, detictives. Such as: "Ten Little Niggers" by Agatha Christie, "Amphibian Man" by Belyaev Alexander Romanovich, "The Lord of the Rings" - John Ronald Reuel Tolkien, "The Witcher" Andrzej Sapkowski, "Game of Thrones" xxxe Martin, and much more. As you can see, I read foreign literature, and this is also not a complete list, but only books I have read not long ago. There are already series on all these books, and films that I have already watched. I will immediately write that I liked everything. In my free time from work, I study (it all depends on the time of year). In summer - I prefer to go swimming on the lake or on the rivers , I like to swim - this is a healthy lifestyle . Water helps to relax and strengthens the immune system. I am fond of camping, I am afraid of being alone but if you go with a company, it s always fun and brings a lot of emotions after these hikes. I also like to go to the sea. Last year I went to Sochi to the sea with my sister. I even have a couple of photos that I want to share. In the summer I like to play volleyball on the beach, since childhood I have been fond of this sport. I like to ride a bike, by the way, this is my main transport in the summer, I travel by bike to work, to shops and so on.. In winter - I love skiing , I tried snowboarding a couple of times , but it didn t work out . That s why I prefer regular skis and downhill. + I love to ride on skates . In winter , I prefer to go to the fitness room . I have a lot of interests that I will get tired of talking about. My letter turned out to be very large, I really hope that you did not fall asleep while reading it. I really hope so:) If you have any more questions about my interests. I will share either in the next email. Or I will dedicate a separate letter and tell you more about myself. Everything will depend on your requests. I think I ll finish my letter with this. I will look forward to your next letter, and also do not forget to send your photos where you show interest in your hobby. It will be interesting for me to see what you are interested in. I have to go, I hope that your answer will not take long to wait, so I am looking forward to your letters with great impatience. Your friend Maryam |
| Good evening xxx.
You know that I am writing to you, not the first time a letter. Interesting. Why??? Is not this a Shame on you ??? On the one hand, I try to write to you almost every day. You do not seem strange ?? I understand that you have your own problems, work, family, or at last you need to heal your health. But why can not you devote your precious time to answer my letter ??? You only need 10-15 minutes to write a letter. It will take some time. Understand that this is not the first time. I am writing you a letter when you do not reply to my letter. I ask that you take a more serious attitude to our conversation. Maybe the reason is different when I do not receive emails from you. If you do not receive my letters, please check your SPAM folder can be myletters. I hope everything is fine with you. I hope to receive from you the following letter with answers to my questions from the last letter. With respect Maryam |
| Good evening xxx. How is your health? How is your mood? I m looking forward to learn you better.
This working day was really hard for me and I got really tired, but in spite of my mood I think that I m due to write to you because I m,as if,charging with positive energy and warmth from our correspondence. How was your day xxx?????? I with impatience shall wait for your letter. Your Maryam |
| Good evening my xxx. I m sorry I didn t wait for your letter. This morning, I
sent you an email and asked you to tell me how your day went. Etc. But, alas, apparently it s not our fate to talk in the evening. Very sorry. I hope that you will find time after work today and write your letter. + In addition to all this, do not forget to read my previous letter that I sent you a couple of days ago. Ok?? Tomorrow morning I will check my mail again, and I hope that the answer will not keep you waiting long. Your Maryam |
| Hello xxx. I have started to ask a question. You have received my letter??? If
is not present, look in folder Spam, my letter can lays there. I very much wish to continue with you conversation. Now the friend who so does not suffice me now is necessary to me. I do not know the reason why you have not written till now to me, though I already sent you letters. Can at you not was time answer, or you have affairs on more important, than to answer the letter of the girl which really wishes to continue with you conversation. If you wish to continue with me dialogue, I with pleasure on communicate with you. If you do not wish to continue with me conversation and write. I Hope I will receive from you the letter. Maryam |
| Hello xxx, I ve already sent you my letter. Have you received my letter? Maybe simply you didn t
have time to answer immediately. Why? Please write me at least a note of explanation. Well? Hope to hear from you soon. Your friend Maryam |
| Good evening xxx. I have not received from you the letter. Today I engaged in all the
day house affairs and after that I have gone for work to a night shift. At me has appeared a few time to look mail at presence of letters. I ve got a little time to write you a letter. I hoped with you today to communicate while at me there is a free time. But most likely it will not occur. Now you are either busy and you don t have time to write to me. Or you haven t received the previous emails. If this is really the case, then write to me again and I will send you an email. I hope, that in your city you have good weather and excellent mood. On it I will finish the letter. I look forward your letter. Your Maryam |
| Good evening my xxx. I m sorry I didn t wait for your letter. This morning, I
sent you an email and asked you to tell me how your day went. Etc. But, alas, apparently it s not our fate to talk in the evening. Very sorry. I hope that you will find time after work today and write your letter. + In addition to all this, do not forget to read my previous letter that I sent you a couple of days ago. Ok?? Tomorrow morning I will check my mail again, and I hope that the answer will not keep you waiting long. Your Maryam |
| Hello my friend xxx.
I was glad to receive your letter. How are you? What is the weather like in your city?? I hope I m not boring you with my big letters and stories about myself?? Answer me honestly. Ok?? Although it may seem like a big minus to you. But, I really like to write and tell about myself in detail, so that you would be interested in learning about me as much as possible. I just don t have such free time to communicate with you in real time when you are online. Where we could communicate in various social networks networks, and learn about each other. Believe me, there are serious reasons for this, which I have already written about earlier, and why we cannot communicate like this as you wish. Still, I really hope that this will not affect our further communication in any way. If you have any thoughts that bother you, then I will answer them in the next letter. Now I wanted to tell you about my day and how it went. Today my day was calm. My sister and I planned to go to my mother. Last week, my sister and I planned this hike. We went to the store and bought all the necessary products for cooking, a bouquet of white roses, a bottle of red wine, a box of chocolates. It was a long way, and eventually we got to our mother s house. The last time my sister and I visited my mother was last month. Our mother she was glad to see us, it s a pity that due to work and free time, we don t get to see my mother often. When we got home , my mother met us, she was glad to see us by her look. We immediately went to the kitchen, unpacked the grocery bags. I opened the bottle red wine. I poured them into glasses, drank a little, and started cooking. I suggested to cook the chicken in the oven from the beginning, and after that to cook , start cooking pancakes. Everyone agreed with me and got down to business. Mom immediately started peeling potatoes. I started butchering the chicken. My sister started making sauce for the chicken at that time. After all the ingredients were ready, everything was put in the oven to bake. At the same time, Mom started cooking pancakes. Forty minutes later, we started setting the table. We sat down and ate, and began to remember the past. First we talked about Dad, how we miss him, how much fun we spent together with each other. Mom even started crying from all this nostalgia in order to somehow divert this topic of conversation. I had to tell about my past when I was in my teens engaged in modeling as a part-time job. Because at that time there was not enough scholarship, and it was necessary to somehow provide themselves with housing, food, and so on. It was big news for mom, because I didn t tell her what I was doing in general. But, at the same moment, my sister already knew what I was doing and what she did for a living. In case you forgot, I want to remind you that my sister has already studied to be a photographer. To make a portfolio for yourself. Elvira helped me with all this. You will most likely be wondering why, in the end, I am now working in my profession, and not as a model, although I had all the prospects of becoming a professional model. Now about everything in order, okay my friend, xxx? An interesting question is why I chose the profession of a surgeon and not another one. First of all, I chose the profession of a surgeon because there were doctors in my family (only a generation of women). My mother worked as a surgeon (cardiac surgeon) while she was alive, my grandmother was an ENT doctor (otolaryngologist). On the one hand, as a child I didn t want to be a doctor. But over time I changed my mind, as a child I wanted to become a ballerina. But because of the lack of money in my family. I had to participate in regular dances (it was my hobby as a child). I loved dancing when I was little. After I grew up and became a teenager (at that time I was about 22 years old), I was offered to become a model. I was even contacted by a modeling agency. I even came to casting. I went to training courses. How to walk properly, how to stand properly, and even how to eat properly. Because the models had a strict diet. At that time, they paid a small amount of money about 20,000-30,000 rubles. This job took away almost all of my free time, and it was mentally and physically tiring to all of this. I worked in this agency for about six months. I understood that at this rate it would be difficult for me to combine my studies and work as a model. In the end, I didn t have enough patience. I quit this job. Because it was for me to be a professional model it takes a lot of time. I repeat, it is necessary to engage in forced workouts that depleted the body. It is necessary to eat right (I don t call it a proper diet, most likely, this is a "survive without food" test). + there is no freedom to all this! From morning to night you work like a horse, and there is nothing useful in this modeling profession. Only temporary fame and money. They tried to convince me , so that I could stay and continue my career. But!!! I refused because I understood inside that this profession was not for me. For this reason, I quit the agency. After that, I decided to resume my studies. I found another part-time job that didn t take up much of my time. A year later, a practice appeared, for which I was already paid. Now I hope you understand from where I get beautiful photos, since I had a little experience in the modeling business. Even now I remember the whole story with warmth in my heart, but then it was a difficult period in my life for me. From all this story, my mom was shocked. If she found out what I have been engaged in the past, then in no way let me. Alas, what happened, nothing can be changed. We sat a little longer, finished our wine, and got ready to go home. I decided to come to the Internet cafe to tell you how my day was. My friend xxx, how was your day?? It would be interesting for me to listen to you. What are your plans for this weekend, or in general for this week?? I have plans to go to this week to the orphanage. Our polyclinic periodically conducts a free examination, dental treatment for children. But, sends only volunteers who really want to help children. I agreed to this condition, even though they won t pay for this procedure . At this point, I m going to go home. I will be looking forward to your reply. Your friend Maryam |
| Hello my friend xxx.
I was glad to receive a letter from you. Thank you for sharing your plans for this week. In my previous letter, I mentioned to you that I was going to go to an orphanage. Since our clinic was conducting charity. Today, instead of going to work, my superiors sent me and several of my colleagues to an orphanage. Before going there. We have packed all the necessary equipment with us. We were taken by bus, we reached the orphanage No. 2. This is the name of the orphanage. You can even look on the Internet what this house is like. We laid out all the necessary equipment and started the inspection. First of all, we started to do an examination of children who had problems with their teeth, such as neglected caries, where cleaning was required, who needed it was necessary to put a seal, someone needed the removal of baby teeth, and then just an examination. To avoid creating a large queue. In advance , the child caregivers took care of this. There weren t many kids today, about 15. Five of them needed to have a baby tooth removed. We cleaned the remaining children s teeth and put fillings. After completing the work, a colleague gave a lecture on how to properly care for behind your teeth. Time flew by not noticeably, every child we helped. They told different stories about who they want to become in the future. Someone is a policeman, someone is in the army, and someone wants to become a doctor to help people. I look at these children, I wake up with maternal feelings to adopt someone. I ve always wanted to have several children. But, because of the past that is connected with me. I can t have children. So that you have an idea. I would like to touch on my past. I had a relationship with a man a few years ago. I I lived with him for exactly four years. (I think it makes no sense to mention this name in this letter). I met him in 2014 through mutual acquaintances. Everything was standard, like couples. First, correspondence, dating, romantic evenings, trips around the cities. We had strong feelings with this man. When we dated for a few years. We are going to build a future, a wedding, children and so on. He offered to move into his apartment. After a few months when we lived with each other. In 2017, I got pregnant. He asked me to marry him . In the same year 2017 we got married. It seemed that happiness was almost at hand. But then a disaster happened, I had a miscarriage (the baby was dead in my womb) in the sixth month. To somehow save the child, the doctors tried to do everything possible. Alas, nothing good has ended with this. After all that happened, I was undergoing a checkup. The doctors told me that I can t have children anymore because my fetus is not intended. My fiance and I were very disappointed such news. You probably can t imagine what I ve been through. I haven t eaten anything for two months. I was depressed for almost two months . When I was depressed, I didn t notice the most important thing that my husband (ex-husband) was doing. He started abusing alcohol and often going to bars. I thought it was a normal process, because everyone experiences grief in their own way. I was hoping it would all be over soon. All this went on for several months. I tried to talk to him to somehow make him understand that life on this is not close. But then I was disappointed again. I found out from my friends that he started cheating on me. I was trying to get him to talk to me so that he would be honest with me. He confessed to me about it, we talked and came to a common understanding. After long conversations, I decided to forgive him and give him a second chance, because I loved this man with all my heart. I thought it wouldn t happen again, but how wrong I was. He started cheating on me again, got a mistress. As it turned out in the end, that this mistress turned out to be an acquaintance of mine. Later it turned out that she got pregnant from him. I didn t put up with it for a long time and filed for divorce. I still don t understand why he did this to me. I started thinking that I couldn t give him children anymore. Why did he do this to me if he really wanted children so much. After all, there is always a choice. We now live in the twenty-first century, where you can ask a woman to be a surrogate mother, or adopt or adopt a child in an orphanage. After all, the choice at that time was why he didn t want to talk to me about this topic. I don t know. Maybe I was a naive fool when I forgave him. Maybe before I forgave him, he already had a mistress. I don t even know. I really understood that we all deserve a second chance. I gave this man this chance for happiness. But apparently he didn t want it himself. After this event, I tried to build a new relationship again. Alas, they did not end well. I m still alone. I even had the idea not to start any dating, until my sister advised me to use a dating site. Although I have had difficult periods in my life, but now I found faith again. I really hope that I did not make a mistake with the choice of you, my friend xxx. I m sorry, my friend, that I told you about my past. After all, I started my letter with positive news, and ended only with a sad ending from my past. Now it became easier for me when I dropped this load. I really needed to talk to someone and speak out on this topic. If you have had any negative experience, then you can share it with me. I am always ready to listen to you. On this I think I need to finish my letter. Thank you for having me. Your friend Maryam |
| Good day xxx!
New day and this day without your letter. How do you? Are you busy? I hope you have nothing happened? You will please me if you write. I am sad when I do not receive letters from you, but I understand everything. I know that if you do not write to me - you have a reason. I hope you will not disappear from my life. If you are interested in our communication, write to me, and if you are not interested in our communication, then still write to me:) I think about you. Take care of yourself. Your Maryam... |
| Good day xxx. How are you doing? How is your mood? I ve already got attached
so much to you that i miss when I can t read your letter. If something will go wrong and you ll need some encouragement,care and understanding,xxx remember that I ll will help you. I hope everything is well with you? The exchange of letters does us closer every day - therefore very important to communicate as possible is more often. But unfortunately not always there is such possibility. I understand that sometimes you can be occupied. But I would like that you wrote the small letter when you are much occupied. It really not difficult and occupies only 10 minutes of your time. I hope that you will give to our dialogue enough attention in the future. Hope to hear from you soon. Your Maryam |
| Good day my xxx.
How are you? How is your health ? I hope everything is well with you?! I’m happy again that I have opportunity to write this letter to you. I’m in high spirits and I’m glad to recognize that soon you will receive this letter and read it and then reply, so, soon I will read yours. Hope this letter will find you in high mood.I shall look forward to hearing from you. I wait your letter. Hope to hear from you soon. Your Maryam |
| Hello my dear xxx.
I am glad to receive a letter from you again. You don t mind that I called you my "darling", do you?? I think it won t be a problem for you?? We have been communicating with you for a decent amount of time. For this short period of time. You and I have become closer. Thank you for sharing your past with me. I don t even know if I should have asked you to do this. Because first of all, this is a personal topic that I didn t want to tell you about. I thought that you are the person who should know why and why I started dating in the internet. I ve come to the conclusion that you should know about my past. Because we are not only talking about ourselves and our interests here. We also need to know as much about each other as possible. Do you agree with my opinion?? We have all experienced negative experiences in relationships. I came to the conclusion that we were just unlucky because we didn t know what kind of person our partner might end up being. We should not give up on getting to know other people. We have to move on. We just need to draw the right conclusions, in order not to make such mistakes. It s just that life is such that we all make mistakes. Considering all these mistakes, we try not to make them in the future. As one wise man said: "A wise man learns from the mistakes of others, a smart man learns from his own, a fool does not learn at all. If you failed to be wise, don t be a fool." I don t remember who said this wisdom. But, I hope that you understood the idea that I wanted to convey. In my previous letters, I told you about myself, where I live, what I do, what my hobbies are. But, I haven t told you anything about my character, about my principles, which is important to me in a relationship. Now I think it s time to write about it so that you have a better idea of me as a woman with whom you communicate. I think it s better to start about your character. Personally, I can say about myself that I am a calm woman. I don t have a high temperament. I am always ready to listen to my interlocutor. If my interlocutor asked for my advice, or how I reacted to a particular situation. I am always ready to give advice. I don t have the habit of interrupting my interlocutor, and shoving my nose into other people s problems. If I am asked to express my position, I will tell you. If not, then I ll listen to what they tell me. I also like my criticism, but adequate. I want to notice. If they tell me that I m doing something wrong at some points. My interlocutor will say that if I am wrong in this or that situation. The most important thing will bring arguments, then I will listen to the opinion of the person. But if they tell me frankly nonsense, then I won t even listen to the person. I am a sharply impulsive woman, that is, I get angry from the stupidity of the interlocutor or from when I am provoked. Although, I am a sharply impulsive woman, I do not take offense for a long time. At least , I can quarrel with a person . But there is one thing! I can t take offense for long. I am very talkative and like to talk, but only in familiar company. if I conduct a dialogue with strangers, then I behave very calmly and practically do not talk. I love honesty and openness. I think you might have noticed it yourself. But I can t stand flattery and lies. I prefer the truth, which this truth was not, than a sweet or flattering lie. That s why in a relationship I appreciate when my partner or interlocutor was honest with me. Also, in a relationship, I really appreciate mutual understanding and respect. I prefer to talk to my partner in advance if there are problems. Because I think there should be 100% trust between a man and a woman, they should be able to tell each other everything before united, share all your joys and sorrows. If they have a problem, they should try to find a solution together to eventually come to a common understanding. This builds a long and strong relationship with a partner. This is just my opinion, what do you think about this xxx? I think I will end my letter with this. If you have any questions for me, do not hesitate to ask. I will answer your questions. Because most likely, I could have forgotten to tell something about the relationship or about myself. I am ready to listen to your opinion, what you think. Am I right in my reasoning? I leave this question open. I will look forward to your next letter. Your Maryam |
| Hello xxx. I m wondering, are you going to answer again once a week for my
letter???? Why can not you write me often ???? Tell me!! Is it really so difficult for you ???? If now I will write you such a letter. You will find this an insult !! Every day I look forward to your letter with impatience. But this hope is dying. Each time when you do not write me letters for a long time. I m already going to finish our communication. I wrote a lot of letters to you. But!!!! I see that you are not serious about our communication. If in 2 days, I will not receive a letter from you. This concludes our communication. I do not have the patience to write daily and wait for your answer. If you want to resume our communication. I m ready to give you a second chance. If you are not going to send letters, then after this moment. You will not receive a letter from me. NEVER!!! I give you one last chance to remain friends. I will look forward to receiving a letter from you. Maryam |
| Hello my dear xxx.
In the previous letter, I told you about my character, about my principles, which is important to me in a relationship in my personal opinion. Today I wanted to tell you what I do in my free time from work. In our free time from work, we are engaged in maintaining the form. Due to the circumstances, today I went to fitness to work out. After work, I decided to go to the fitness room with my friend xxxa, whom I mentioned almost at the very beginning of our acquaintance. Usually xxxa and I go to the fitness room three times a day a week. If our work schedule allows it + we have the strength and mood for all this. That is, we usually go on such days , on Monday, Wednesday, Friday. If the work schedule does not allow, then we go on other days. As I wrote earlier, everything depends not only on the schedule, but also on the mood and strength. We rarely go in the morning, only when we have a free day we devote to this business. Usually in the fitness room we do cardio exercises, such as running, squats, abdominal exercises. We have a special training schedule that we have painted. In order not to engage in self-study, we hired a coach who showed us the usefulness, correctness, and quantity. So that our body does not strain much, and does not get injured. We studied for several weeks under the clear guidance of a coach, when we memorized everything and wrote down the training plan. xxxa and I have already decided to study on our own, because in my opinion it is expensive. + To all this, that we can be taught. After all, we are not engaged at a professional level, but only out of sporting interest, and most importantly for myself, to maintain my shape and keep myself in good shape. And so. Our training takes about one or even two hours , but no more. Because if you overdo it and give a load, you can damage the muscles, as I had last month. Because of this incident , my training plan went downhill, and I had to start all over again. Today was a light workout (it is also unloading). On this day, xxxa and I were only doing jogging on the treadmill, squatting with a barbell, doing aerobics, and that s it our training day is over. xxxa and I broke up, she had a meeting that day with a guy she s dating. At the moment, she practically didn t say anything, not his name, where she works, and so on. But, I thought if she doesn t say anything. I also did not tell anything about my communication on the Internet with you xxx. Perhaps at the moment she doesn t want to talk and rush things. I know my friend, and eventually xxxa will tell you about it later, when she is ready to tell you. Today we only discussed in training time is about the situation in the country and around the world. This is due to coronavirus. You know when all this hype started. I didn t attach much importance to it. Because I have always understood that there have always been outbreaks of various viruses in our world, which humanity has always fought. But, this time everything is different for the second year, people are living in fear because of the virus. Some enterprises and small businesses in the field of entertainment and recreation still cannot work in our country. Only factories, medical fields of activity (clinics, dentistry), and grocery stores. Fitness halls and cafes have recently started working fully. Before that, everything was closed. Under the pretext that everything worked , we had a mandatory vaccination law. If you are not vaccinated, then you cannot go anywhere, and this law works everywhere. Before the vaccine was created, people were given a choice to be vaccinated or not. Now the state is imposing this vaccine, and every time it does everything so that people are vaccinated. I personally have a contradictory feeling. On the one hand, I am not against vaccination, on the one hand why impose? Did the same thing happen in your country? I saw in the news that vaccination is being imposed in almost all countries. I am not against vaccination for one simple reason, some people need it to get over it in a mild form. But, you need to be vaccinated only in one case, if there are few antibodies in your body. But, the big question remains, why impose it on people when there are already these antibodies in the body? Or when a person has already been ill. For me personally, it remains this big mystery. Today we argued on this is a topic with my friend. As a result of this dispute, we could not come to a common understanding. Everyone remained with their opinion, but xxxa is a clear anti-vaccination person, which I consider her not reasonable in this matter. She brought facts from the Internet that there are side effects. But, every drug or vaccine has side effects. Even I won t argue with this question. But, if you are afraid, you should definitely consult a doctor in this matter in order to pass all the necessary tests. All these tests will cost no small amount of money. But if you want to be safe and not be afraid, then all this needs to be done. Personally, when I had a law in our country that everyone should people vaccinate in the field of education, medicine, and so on. I personally passed and passed the antibody test. When the therapist told me that there were not enough antibodies in my body, I had to be vaccinated. After I passed the vaccination course, we had two vaccines, which were put first one, and after two weeks the second. According to my feelings, I went through everything in an easy way, and at the moment I feel it s great, even though I had a fever for the first few days after vaccination, but everything went well. I don t want to impose vaccination at the moment, the state is doing this. But I can t talk about the futility of vaccination either. The only correct decision from the state was to make tests for antibodies and perhaps there would not be such indignation among the residents. + To all this, do not impose a vaccine on the people. The most important thing is to give the choice that we had before. My advice is only that you need to have a head on your shoulders and make your own decision. Because there will be consequences from not making the right choice, just like without action. This is my main idea, which I wanted to convey to my friend. My dear xxx, what do you think? Do you have an opinion on this? I m ready to listen to you and see what you think??? I hope that all this hype will end soon. Because if you compare last year and this one. This year is happening more calmly, although there are nuances. I think this will be the end of my letter. I am very tired after training, and thank you in advance for listening. I am very concerned about this topic, and I do not know how it is happening in your country. But, I would like to hear how this pandemic is taking place in your city. It s time for me to leave, I ll see you soon :) Your Maryam |
| Hello xxx. I m wondering, are you going to answer again once a week for my
letter???? Why can not you write me often ???? Tell me!! Is it really so difficult for you ???? If now I will write you such a letter. You will find this an insult !! Every day I look forward to your letter with impatience. But this hope is dying. Each time when you do not write me letters for a long time. I m already going to finish our communication. I wrote a lot of letters to you. But!!!! I see that you are not serious about our communication. If in 2 days, I will not receive a letter from you. This concludes our communication. I do not have the patience to write daily and wait for your answer. If you want to resume our communication. I m ready to give you a second chance. If you are not going to send letters, then after this moment. You will not receive a letter from me. NEVER!!! I give you one last chance to remain friends. I will look forward to receiving a letter from you. Maryam |
| Hello my dear xxx.
You have no idea how glad I am to see your letter. I feel that with each letter we are getting closer. I m interested in communicating, I m interested in how you re doing? How is the weather in your country? For such a period of time, I really like to communicate with you. I feel like you like me too. If we continue at this rate. I think we will be able to meet soon. Sorry I m getting ahead of myself. Because at the moment it is impossible due to my work. I am in a wonderful mood today and would like to share my emotions. I m going to have a vacation soon. Today at work, I learned from my employer that either this month or next I will be sent on vacation for the work done. + To all this, I haven t been on vacation for more than six months. If I offered to meet you . Did you agree? I m not forcing the idea of a meeting on you. I just want to know if you are ready for the next step in the stage of our relationship? I am interested to know your opinion on this. At least now there are some difficulties in traveling abroad. But, this does not cancel that the fact that the airspace is completely closed. As far as I know, flights are now banned by the European Union. But, flights through the same Eastern-Southern countries do not prohibit flights through their own countries. Such as Turkey, AUE. Who were allowed to transplant in their countries - Russia, Europe, America. + To all this, flights will be expensive. I m ready for that too. We only get a chance to meet once. I think we could use this opportunity. So far , everyone has not completely blocked trips to the countries. xxx, I would like to hear your opinion on this, and what do you think? My dear xxx, in the previous letter. I expressed my opinion about the coronavirus in my city. Now I would like to express my point of view on the current situation in Ukraine. Because I would not like to look at the background that supports military actions in Ukraine. There are no reasonable excuses for this war. Attempts to use the situation in Donbass as a reason for the deployment of a military operation do not arouse any confidence. It is quite obvious that Ukraine does not pose any threat to the security of our country. The war against it is unfair and frankly meaningless. Ukraine has been and remains a country close to us. Many of us have relatives, friends and colleagues in scientific work living in Ukraine. Our fathers, grandfathers and great-grandfathers fought together against Nazism. Unleashing a war for the sake of the geopolitical ambitions of the leadership of the Russian Federation, driven by dubious historiosophical fantasies, is a cynical betrayal of their memory. I and some people in my entourage respect the Ukrainian statehood, which is based on really working democratic institutions. I m with we understand the European choice of our neighbors. We are convinced that all problems in relations between our countries can be resolved peacefully. By unleashing the war, Russia has condemned itself to international isolation, to the position of a rogue state. This means that we, doctors, scientists, will no longer be able to do our job properly: after all, conducting scientific research is unthinkable without full-fledged cooperation with colleagues from other countries. Isolation of Russia from the world means further cultural and technological degradation of our countries with a complete lack of positive prospects. The war with Ukraine is a step to nowhere. It is bitter for me to realize that our country, which made a decisive contribution to the victory over Nazism, has now become the instigator of a new war on the European continent. Believe me, not all Russians are considered bad people all over the world. It s not like that. I believe that there is no bad nation (no matter who you are Russian or Ukrainian, American or European, Chinese or Japanese), there is exactly a bad category of people. And not a nation that the whole world judges. I went a little away from themes. I would just like to speak out on this topic. I just read on the Internet today how Western media incite hatred towards Russian people who do not even participate in the war. Now I would like to move on to your questions and answer them. Before you finish your letter. My sister just called me and informed me. That Mom was in the hospital. If I have time tomorrow, then I m writing to you. Because I do not know what exactly happened. I am very sorry to end on such a negative note. It seems like I wanted to start writing to you with positive ones, but I finished the letter is on a negative note. I apologize in advance for this. This is where I will end my letter. Your Maryam |
| Hello my dear xxx.
I don t even know how to start my letter. I initially didn t want to tell you what happened. But if I keep it all to myself. I can just go crazy with all this. The problem is that remember the other day my mom got sick and she went to the hospital? So today I learned the terrible news that my mother has Cervical cancer. This cancer is very much progressing. I don t even know if the treatment will help or not. Since the cancer is already in the fourth stage. I m even afraid to imagine what will happen next. Everything happened so fast that my sister and I could not even imagine that our mother has cancer. She complained about her health condition, but she had heart problems all the time. Since after her father s death, she had a heart attack, and all the forces were thrown at her treatment. But, no one could have guessed that all this time she had been developing cancer all these years. According to the doctor, she already had cancer five years ago, and it did not affect her health in any way. It was only now that she began to have consequences. I think the cancer has started to spread a lot after our father s death. Because there is no other way to explain it. I do not know what to do now. I m just confused. Now my sister and I will think about what to do next. Because in a state polyclinic is not an option. Most likely, you may immediately have a question that this treatment is free. Yes, it really is. The operation is free, but do you know how long it takes to wait for this information to be received? Free medicine works differently in Armenia than in your country. Believe me, open the forum and read the reviews, as people are waiting for some kind of operation for several months, or even several years. People just die from what they don t get during surgery. Take at least the example of my father, who had cancer. He was diagnosed with stage two cancer and was given treatment first two months later. But during these months, he was examined, and each time this treatment was postponed, and you probably don t know how quickly the cancer spreads. So, literally three months later, my father complications began. He had prostate cancer. He lost a lot of weight, and his cancer was no longer in the second stage, but closer to the fourth. He was scheduled for surgery within a month, and again he had to undergo an examination, repeated tests, and so on. This is again, everything dragged on for a month. The problem was not that my family and I were somehow slowly undergoing the examination. xxx checking the tests took a long time. But the day came when my father didn t need the operation, he died. And all because my dad didn t wait for the necessary treatment and operations during. If there was money at that time, then we applied to a specialized clinic, but there was no money at that time. My sister and I were still studying and working a little, and my mom didn t get a lot of money. That s why it all happened. I can t blame free medicine for everything now, but the residue remains. Now there is every chance that the situation could happen again with my mom. If we have a chance to save our mom. My sister and I will take advantage of this opportunity. Sometimes believing in something good can help in a difficult time. My dear xxx, if you have you ever encountered such a situation. Then, tell me. Maybe your story will help me cope with everything. This is where I will end my letter. Sorry for the negative email again. But, you re the only person I m willing to talk to and discuss all this with. Your Maryam |
| Good evening xxx. I have not received from you the letter. Today I engaged in all the
day house affairs and after that I have gone for work to a night shift. At me has appeared a few time to look mail at presence of letters. I ve got a little time to write you a letter. I hoped with you today to communicate while at me there is a free time. But most likely it will not occur. Now you are either busy and you don t have time to write to me. Or you haven t received the previous emails. If this is really the case, then write to me again and I will send you an email. I hope, that in your city you have good weather and excellent mood. On it I will finish the letter. I look forward your letter. Your Maryam |
| Good day my xxx.
Today i have not received from you the letter. You were reached by my letter??? Or you did not have time to write to me??? If so explain to me why you could not write it to me. I can understand, that you have work and house efforts. You should understand, that i too have work and house efforts. But not looking at it i find time to write to you. I work for 12 hours per day. Means and at you should be a few time. You can write to me after the working day. If to you it will not be difficult. To write the letter occupies 15-20 minutes a maximum. I write to you from a workplace because the at home I have no possibility to write. You have found a way out of this situation if would like to communicate really. Please do not upset me. You must understand my concern for our communication. It s really not difficult to take a little time to write. Or just to warn that today you will not be able to write for one reason or another. xxx warn me, I ll understand. If there is such a situation with me that I will not have the opportunity to write. I ll warn you. I hope next time. You will let me know if you are delayed in responding. I will wait for your letter with your photos. Your Maryam |
| Hello xxx, I have not received from you the letter. I do not know, why you have not written to
me?? Can at you cares above a roof or you have simply interrupted with me dialogue. I do not know what now to think. Please answer my letter. If you will not complicate, answer my questions. I hope, that I will receive from you the letter. Yours Maryam... |