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Polina
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Oh hi there;) I d glad to see u! I am not married, don t children, I want for exquisite person) cheerful a person is writing to you) I am considering a serious relationship. All right, where are you from? |
xxx hello, I m Polina.
I am very glad that our dialogue begins with an exchange of photos. You the interesting man. i m sure right now you re thinking about who I am and what I need. To tell the truth, this is the first time for me when I write to a foreigner on the Internet and even feel a little confused about how to start communicating. In life, I m not a shy person, but online communication is completely new to me. I m a simple Russian woman who wants a sincere friendship. You can t even imagine how alarmed and speechless we are by what is happening in Ukraine, I suffer for people oppressed by the war. I cry every day. After the war crimes my country is committing, I don t want to live here anymore. I live in Russia. I m from the city "Chebarkul" in the Chelyabinsk region! This is where the meteorite fell on 15 February,2013! I was born on November 19th, 1990. It doesn t matter to me your height, weight or age! Most importantly, your heart, your attitude to woman! Feel free to talk about yourself. I won t be able to call you at this time and I don t have whatsapp so we can t chat and exchange short messages. I can only write 3-4 letters a week, because I have a lot of work in the winter months. Perhaps you will ask me where I found your e-mail? It was about a 2 week ago, I accidentally found your email on one of the sites, but now I can t remember the name of this site. you answered me, but I just now decided to write to you about myself. I m sorry. I really don t know anything about you at all. Absolutely. I m single now. I would be happy to be friends with you. Please don t think that I am writing you to get some benefit. I don t need money, I don t need any of your personal banking information, and so on. No. I just want to chat, share photos, and stories from life. This morning I woke up with a desire to change something in my life. I think that getting to know each other can change a lot. I know that many girls from Russia have found love in the US or in Germany, or in another country. I don t like this aggressive policy that my state has chosen, I don t agree with it, and I want to change my life. I think you know what I m talking about. For 32 years, I could not find a beloved man in my country, and I don’t want to search for love in my city or even country. I think that all depends on the willingness of two people. If there is a great interest, I do not mind to meet in the future, but for now I don t think about it! I really want to make friends with someone who does not live in Russia! There are many cases when people are friends at a distance. I hope that you answer me and tell me about yourself! I would like to know more about your country, people, culture and if you don t mind about your family. I ll tell you about my family later. Of course I was a bit confused and I do not even know what to write in the letter. I wish to tell you right away that I m looking for in a man. I look forward to your integrity and respect, because I m looking for sincere attitude. It is important for me that the man should be kind, attentive and responsive. I will tell you about myself, so we can get to know each other! I live in Russia, and later I will tell you about my own city, which called "Chebarkul". I never been married and do not have kids! I hope you understand me well, and the fact that I m writing! I learn English from an early age! 10 years at school + 5 years at university, + 1 year of specialized courses in advanced study of English. You can look at my photo to see my physique. My height is 167 cm, weight 52 kg. I have many interests. I love books and reading! I read a lot of books of the great classics of the world! I also really like the works of poets of the twentieth century. Also, I like to listen to music. Recently, I prefer classical music, I like music from the 80-90s, for example, Queen, Pink Floyd. Sometimes I even listen to the Beatles. But I also try to keep up with modern trends in art! I have a good sense of humor. I think in the future you will be able to see this. I ll be glad to answer any questions that you are interested in. I am very interested to know more about you, about your life, and the interests of the country in which you live. I would not really like to talk about politics, since I write from work, and I work for a state-owned enterprise. I don t want any problems. If you are interested in our acquaintance, I am waiting for your letters and photos :-) Please don t write short letters. tell me more about yourself! Best wishes, Polina |
What are you writing about? Why are you writing me this story? I d like to hear something about you.
Polina |
Hi,once again, it s me Polina. I wrote to you on November 1-2 and sent you 5 photos.
I told about how old I am, where I live, and many other things, so there is no point in repeating it again. Find my email in the inbox. I hope you have received my letter and will reply to me later when you have time. Maybe my letter got into the junk mail folder just because I live in Russia? I don t know. Instagram Facebook, WhatsApp, all social networks are blocked in Russia now, but even in this case, I m still not a supporter of social networks. If you write to me, I will be able to answer you on Monday. I really hope for friendship between us. If you are not interested, then in any case, write to me about it so that I know about it. I don t know anything about you, I accidentally found your e-mail somewhere and decided to write. Maybe you don t write to me just because I m from Russia, and it scares you!? I don t know. I can understand people s frustration with my country s actions, but I don t represent the face of my country. I am a simple resident of Russia who is also disappointed in his country. You can t even imagine how worried and speechless we (normal people in Russia) are about what is happening in Ukraine,I suffer for people oppressed by the war. Please don t think that in Russia we support what our crazy authorities are doing. In any case, I have already voiced my position twice, and I don t want to discuss politics anymore, it s sad. I would really like you to read my previous letter (it seems that I wrote on November 1-2) and reply to me. If you don t have time right now to respond in detail and tell about yourself and send a photo, I will wait as long as it takes. Don t answer short. Please. I need some kind of moral support and communication with a normal person from outside. I wish you a good Sunday evening. |
xxx I didn t get a response from you. Earlier, on November 1-2, I already sent you this letter, I send it again hoping that this time it will be delivered.
I also wrote to you on November 6th. Maybe my emails ended up in your junk mail folder, please check. xxx hello, I m Polina. i m sure right now you re thinking about who I am and what I need. To tell the truth, this is the first time for me when I write to a foreigner on the Internet and even feel a little confused about how to start communicating. In life, I m not a shy person, but online communication is completely new to me. I m a simple Russian woman who wants a sincere friendship. You can t even imagine how alarmed and speechless we are by what is happening in Ukraine, I suffer for people oppressed by the war. I cry every day. After the war crimes my country is committing, I don t want to live here anymore. Please tell me what city you are from? Can you reciprocate and send me your photos? I live in Russia. I m from the city "Chebarkul" in the Chelyabinsk region! This is where the meteorite fell on 15 February,2013! I was born on November 19th, 1990. It doesn t matter to me your height, weight or age! Most importantly, your heart, your attitude to woman! Feel free to talk about yourself. I won t be able to call you at this time and I don t have whatsapp so we can t chat and exchange short messages. I can only write 3-4 letters a week, because I have a lot of work in the winter months. Perhaps you will ask me where I found your e-mail? It was about a 2 week ago, I accidentally found your email on one of the sites, but now I can t remember the name of this site. you answered me, but I just now decided to write to you about myself. I m sorry. I really don t know anything about you at all. Absolutely. I m single now. I would be happy to be friends with you. Please don t think that I am writing you to get some benefit. I don t need money, I don t need any of your personal banking information, and so on. No. I just want to chat, share photos, and stories from life. This morning I woke up with a desire to change something in my life. I think that getting to know each other can change a lot. I know that many girls from Russia have found love in the US or in Germany, or in another country. I don t like this aggressive policy that my state has chosen, I don t agree with it, and I want to change my life. I think you know what I m talking about. For 32 years, I could not find a beloved man in my country, and I don’t want to search for love in my city or even country. I think that all depends on the willingness of two people. If there is a great interest, I do not mind to meet in the future, but for now I don t think about it! I really want to make friends with someone who does not live in Russia! There are many cases when people are friends at a distance. I hope that you answer me and tell me about yourself! I would like to know more about your country, people, culture and if you don t mind about your family. I ll tell you about my family later. Of course I was a bit confused and I do not even know what to write in the letter. I wish to tell you right away that I m looking for in a man. I look forward to your integrity and respect, because I m looking for sincere attitude. It is important for me that the man should be kind, attentive and responsive. I will tell you about myself, so we can get to know each other! I live in Russia, and later I will tell you about my own city, which called "Chebarkul". I never been married and do not have kids! I hope you understand me well, and the fact that I m writing! I learn English from an early age! 10 years at school + 5 years at university, + 1 year of specialized courses in advanced study of English. You can look at my photo to see my physique. My height is 167 cm, weight 52 kg. I have many interests. I love books and reading! I read a lot of books of the great classics of the world! I also really like the works of poets of the twentieth century. Also, I like to listen to music. Recently, I prefer classical music, I like music from the 80-90s, for example, Queen, Pink Floyd. Sometimes I even listen to the Beatles. But I also try to keep up with modern trends in art! I have a good sense of humor. I think in the future you will be able to see this. I ll be glad to answer any questions that you are interested in. I am very interested to know more about you, about your life, and the interests of the country in which you live. I would not really like to talk about politics, since I write from work, and I work for a state-owned enterprise. I don t want any problems. If you are interested in our acquaintance, I am waiting for your letters and photos :-) Please don t write short letters. tell me more about yourself! Best wishes, Polina |
Hi, it s Polina again. I have already written to you several times before. This will be another attempt to get to know you.
I don t want to lose you. I don t want my emails to be unanswered. I sent photos and an email, maybe it got into junk mail folder, and that s why you still haven t responded? I don t know... If you haven t read my last letter, then please find it and read about me. I have to repeat again that I am from Russia, a small town of Chebarkul, not far from Chelyabinsk. In 3 days, I will soon be 32 years old. (November 19). I am not married, I have no children. I can t communicate via Whatsapp messenger. I can t call you yet. But it s only temporary, I promise. The most important thing right now is security. I don t feel safe in Russia anymore. Tonight, a fragment of a most likely Russian missile shot down by the Ukrainian air defense system fell on the territory of Poland (a NATO member country). In fact, NATO can respond with a strong desire, but these people are much smarter and more prudent than those who rule Russia, but I m still scared. Tired of living in constant tension and following the news, after which you feel anxious, fear for your future. I can only write letters by email. So if you want to start a relationship with me, we need to email each other. I have a lot of work to do, but nevertheless I m waiting for an answer from you... I work as an environmental engineer at a large metallurgical enterprise. I care about making the production more environmentally friendly, but although this is impossible. There are several large factories in my city "Chebarkul". But, despite this, there is a good ecology in my city. There is a lake in my city - the pride of our city, a meteorite fell into this lake in 2013. This news spread all over the world then. I would be very glad to see you in my city, if, of course, we are spiritually close! I have already written about the meteorite fall on February 15, 2013 in Chebarkul! This was accompanied by a series of atmospheric explosions, destruction with the spread of shock waves across the territory of the Chelyabinsk region and Kazakhstan. Many fragments were found in the Chelyabinsk region. The largest of the fragments, with a total weight of 654 kg, was lifted on October 16, 2013 from the bottom of Lake Chebarkul. I remember that day very well. I was going to go to work. I saw this bright flash in the sky. On that day, windows were broken in many houses, hospitals, as well as at my university due to the impact of the blast wave. It all looked like a movie about the Apocalypse. Many people were injured due to falling windows. It was very scary. many thought that the war had begun. Telephone communication was completely absent at that time. No one could reach their relatives to find out about their condition. The government then helped people. Craftsmen came from neighboring city to help, put windows in houses and apartments. My city has a population of only 40,000 people. My city is calm and quiet, but there are strategic factories in the Chelyabinsk region, and that s why I m scared. I wish you a good day. I really hope that you will write!!! feel free to talk a lot about yourself! I will be very happy! I will reply to your message tomorrow! I wish you a great day. Polina! |
We don t know each other very well, but I really don t want to lose you. I wrote to you, but you didn t answer.
Maybe my email got into an "unwanted folder" because I live in another country!? I don t know. If you haven t had time to write, then fine, I m ready to wait. No problem. If you need time to make your letter interesting, it will be even better if you write a little later. it is more interesting for me to read 1-2 letters a week than a quick, short, banal answer that does not contain any information about you. The weekend went well. I turned 32 on Saturday. I don t know why, but I don t like celebrating my birthday. For me it was just a pleasant evening and dinner spent with my mother, sister and niece. I received several bouquets of flowers at work from my work colleagues, and my family gave me a subscription for 10 visits to the equestrian school. On Sunday I went to the riding school and spent 2 hours on horseback. This is how my 2 days went. I understand that modern life has become very dynamic, and it is more convenient for people to use gadgets and messengers, such as Facebook, Instagram, but in Russia all these modern applications are blocked by the government because they consider these social networks extremist. But, I haven t really used it before, apparently, I m an old-school person:-) haha I only have a simple push-button phone. No, it s not because I want to, but because my strategic plant has such stupid rules. Of course I want to have an iphone, but we can t, although I m not doing anything secret. My responsibilities include the use of environmental technologies in the enterprise. My factory specializes in the production and supply of Russian pipe fittings made of various steel grades. I am a sociable girl. I want to learn more about your country, the city where you live, about people, about culture! I am waiting for your photos and what surrounds you. Many foreigners before coming to Russia for the World Cup had a stereotype that Russians are very closed, cold and inhospitable people, that everyone drinks vodka and bears walk the streets. haha. I live in the Urals, and yes, bears sometimes come out of the forest into the streets, but ordinary people in Russia are not bad. Foreigners know what Russian hospitality is after they visit Russia. I understand that after Russia started the war in Ukraine, it is difficult to believe that Russian people are good. I understand that we are now outcasts of the world community. I know that Russian people are being treated badly in the world now, and I think there is a serious reason for this, but it is necessary to separate ordinary people and those who make these terrible decisions in power. I think you understand me. Every day I read the news and pray that this whole nightmare is over as soon as possible and all people can continue their daily activities... I want to send you one of my favorite songs. I like to listen to music from the past. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eG0IYV6G0I0 Roxette - Spending My Time. I ll send you a song from youtube. This is one of my favorite songs, and it s a pity that the lead singer of the band Roxette died at the end of 2019. I experienced it as my own tragedy. I want to remind you again that I have already written you a letter, but if you suddenly did not receive it, then tell me. I will repeat the letter again. Polina |
How are you doing? I ve lost you... I wish you a good Saturday night.
I have a little time and I decided to write to you. I sent you letters and photos earlier, but I didn t get a response. No, I m not rushing you with an answer, and I ll wait for a good answer when you have time. It just seems to me that most likely my letter got into the junk mail folder and probably went unnoticed by you. I hope that you will find my mail and my letter. I hope that we will be able to enjoy communication. I m serious about you! I m not writing to anyone but you, and I m not playing a double game. You answered me, and I want to give only you my attention and letters. I really want it to be mutual! On Christmas Eve, I want to dream about something good, about a miracle and about good changes in life. I want to change my life a little, and maybe yours too, with my kindness and positivity! The most important thing is that you be honest with me! I will always be honest with you, don t even doubt me! I will continue to send photos or videos in every email, as I consider it important, so I will also be glad to see your photos, but most importantly your letters. I m a little embarrassed that I have to wait for your letter, it feels like I m forcing you to write, but I understand that you have a lot of personal matters and worries, so I ll wait for the letter later. I apologize for rushing you with an answer. It would be more interesting to me if you found my previous big letter, read it and wrote the letter exactly when you have time. We celebrate Christmas only on January 7, it s not soon yet, but I m already looking forward to the new year. This is my favorite holiday. Tonight I m going to the movie "Resurrection of the Matrix" starring Keanu Reeves. I know that this is an old film, and it was shown earlier, but since the world s novelties of the film industry are almost not shown in Russia now,we like to return old films to rental. By the way, which of the last films impressed you? Have a nice pre-Christmas weekend, my friend, I hope you have a great time with someone from your loved ones! I will send you my video and the song Magic Moments by Perry Como. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYu5H2wYjl0 Polina |
Hi! Please tell me, have you received my past emails??? I didn t get an answer from you.
if yes, then answer the last big letter that was with the photos. I ve been writing to you and I m waiting for an answer. I wish you Merry Christmas! I want to wish you kindness, comfort, and warmth this Christmas! On Christmas Eve, I want to think about some changes in my life to sum up the results of the year. And you? What are you thinking about? I want to change my life a little, and maybe yours too, with my kindness and positivity! In Russia, December 25 is a normal day! We celebrate Christmas only on January 7, it s not soon yet, but I m already looking forward to the new year. This is my favorite holiday. |
xxx I ve already sent you this email before. I hope that you have seen and will answer me later.
If my email doesn t get into the inbox, then add me as a friend or to your favorite contacts to avoid this problem. xxx hello, I m Polina. i m sure right now you re thinking about who I am and what I need. To tell the truth, this is the first time for me when I write to a foreigner on the Internet and even feel a little confused about how to start communicating. In life, I m not a shy person, but online communication is completely new to me. I m a simple Russian woman who wants a sincere friendship. You can t even imagine how alarmed and speechless we are by what is happening in Ukraine, I suffer for people oppressed by the war. I cry every day. After the war crimes my country is committing, I don t want to live here anymore. Please tell me what city you are from? Can you reciprocate and send me your photos? I live in Russia. I m from the city "Chebarkul" in the Chelyabinsk region! This is where the meteorite fell on 15 February,2013! I was born on November 19th, 1990. It doesn t matter to me your height, weight or age! Most importantly, your heart, your attitude to woman! Feel free to talk about yourself. I won t be able to call you at this time and I don t have whatsapp so we can t chat and exchange short messages. I can only write 3-4 letters a week, because I have a lot of work in the winter months. Perhaps you will ask me where I found your e-mail? It was about a 2 week ago, I accidentally found your email on one of the sites, but now I can t remember the name of this site. you answered me, but I just now decided to write to you about myself. I m sorry. I really don t know anything about you at all. Absolutely. I m single now. I would be happy to be friends with you. Please don t think that I am writing you to get some benefit. I don t need money, I don t need any of your personal banking information, and so on. No. I just want to chat, share photos, and stories from life. This morning I woke up with a desire to change something in my life. I think that getting to know each other can change a lot. I know that many girls from Russia have found love in the US or in Germany, or in another country. I don t like this aggressive policy that my state has chosen, I don t agree with it, and I want to change my life. I think you know what I m talking about. For 32 years, I could not find a beloved man in my country, and I don’t want to search for love in my city or even country. I think that all depends on the willingness of two people. If there is a great interest, I do not mind to meet in the future, but for now I don t think about it! I really want to make friends with someone who does not live in Russia! There are many cases when people are friends at a distance. I hope that you answer me and tell me about yourself! I would like to know more about your country, people, culture and if you don t mind about your family. I ll tell you about my family later. Of course I was a bit confused and I do not even know what to write in the letter. I wish to tell you right away that I m looking for in a man. I look forward to your integrity and respect, because I m looking for sincere attitude. It is important for me that the man should be kind, attentive and responsive. I will tell you about myself, so we can get to know each other! I live in Russia, and later I will tell you about my own city, which called "Chebarkul". I never been married and do not have kids! I hope you understand me well, and the fact that I m writing! I learn English from an early age! 10 years at school + 5 years at university, + 1 year of specialized courses in advanced study of English. You can look at my photo to see my physique. My height is 167 cm, weight 52 kg. I have many interests. I love books and reading! I read a lot of books of the great classics of the world! I also really like the works of poets of the twentieth century. Also, I like to listen to music. Recently, I prefer classical music, I like music from the 80-90s, for example, Queen, Pink Floyd. Sometimes I even listen to the Beatles. But I also try to keep up with modern trends in art! I have a good sense of humor. I think in the future you will be able to see this. I ll be glad to answer any questions that you are interested in. I am very interested to know more about you, about your life, and the interests of the country in which you live. I would not really like to talk about politics, since I write from work, and I work for a state-owned enterprise. I don t want any problems. If you are interested in our acquaintance, I am waiting for your letters and photos :-) Please don t write short letters. tell me more about yourself! Best wishes, Polina |
xxx hello!!!
How are you? It s again me, Polina. A little earlier, I sent you my first letter again, hoping that this time it will be delivered. Maybe it got into the junk mail box? I wrote you 4 letters before, I hope you got at least one? I can send you all my past letters that I wrote. Firstly, I am very glad that you answered, and secondly, it s a little insulting that you answered so briefly. Please write to me more. I know absolutely nothing about you. I don t know what country or city you re from. I didn t see your photos. Generally you are to me a complete mystery. I hope you had a good Christmas, but for me it was an ordinary day, since Christmas in Russia is celebrated only on January 7. I wish you happiness and goodness and that all your goals come true soon. I got your e-mail from the Internet on a Dating site, which I do not remember! I hope this isn t too important to you. The main thing now is that we can just start a conversation and become friends. I m not used to take the first step to get acquainted with a man. I never had friends outside of Russia, and all I want to know more about you, about your country and about your culture. We could share news, music. I hope you understand me. I really want to communicate with you as often as possible. I want to exchange letters every day! But, unfortunately, now I can write to you only from the office of my work. 2 months ago I moved to a new apartment, and, unfortunately, due to the consequences of the virus, there is now a huge queue to establish the Internet.I applied for an internet connection in this house. After 3-4 weeks, the master from the provider company will arrive and install the Internet in my house. These are only temporary difficulties. Now I m at work, I m writing you letters from my work. I hope this will not be a communication problem, and we will find a way to continue our acquaintance! Now I will tell you about my work! I must say that my city is quite small and there are not a lot of workplaces. I wrote to you about the fact that I live in "Chebarkul". I think you ve heard about the Chelyabinsk meteorite, which fell on 15 February, 2013. You can see my city in the Internet. Moscow is about 1800 kilometers from my own town. I work at the plant "LLC "Plant Uralenergoarmatura"". The plant specializes in the production and supply of Russian pipeline valves made of various steel grades. My responsibilities include the development of workflow technology and the use of environmental technology in the enterprise. I think that we must now pay great attention to ecology and the environment. We have to thank nature for what it gives us, and to show respect! My working day begins at 10.00 and end at 19.00 has. Sometimes I have to stay at work and I finish work later than usual. I work every day except Sunday. Usually, I spend Sunday with my mother and my sister and her family. My father died in a car accident. I m talking about my family in the future, if you re interested. often I spend a lot of time in a shelter for abandoned children, which is located in our city. I try to help children who do not have their own parents and have severe disease. I do not know what you re going to think about this, but it seems to me that these children are always need in our love and support. Later, if you re interested, I ll tell you about my Hobbies. Most of all, I like to ride horses and go to the gym,swimming pool and sauna. What is your job? Tell me a little about it. I would be very interested to hear about it! I have a college degree. I graduated at the Faculty of Ecology. It s important to me that the man should be kind, sympathetic, and that he knew how to treat a woman right. After all, age is just numbers, it s important soul of man, his attitude and his feelings! I want to ask you about the sincerity and respect. I want to make our communication with you was based on trust. I hope that over time the trust will be between us. In the future, I can give you my cell phone, but now I want to know you better. Now I want to know a little bit about you and your life! My dear friend, I beg you, tell me about yourself. I never had friends in Russia, and I am very interested to know about you. You can tell about yourself, your family, parents, sports. I love books and music. I would like you to tell about your Hobbies and favorite activities. In any case, I wish you health and prosperity! What do you do in your spare time? I know that it would be very convenient to communicate and see each other in real time. I repeat that I now write to you from my office at the factory, and I can t use Skype in the workplace. I have a very serious job. I can have problems with my boss if he sees that I m doing personal things while working :( I hope that my letter was not boring for you. I wish you good day and good mood! Today I send you my photo and I ll be glad to see your photos in your next letter. I know and understand that I write a lot. I just don t have time to write letters often, so I will write one but a large and interesting letter. If you do not have time to answer now, then it is better to write to me later, but so that your letter is interesting. Thank you for your attention! Polina |
Hi. I wish you a pleasant day!
Yesterday I was in the park, went to the lake covered with ice, and listened to music in the player. I went to the gym this morning. I wrote to you earlier, but I have a suspicion that you haven t seen my letter and photo!? Maybe the email got into your spam folder? I do not know why you are silent. Maybe I offended you in some way and said something that you didn t like!? I do not know... find my last letter! Answer me. I want to communicate! If you just don t have time to answer now, then write that you will answer later, no problem, I will wait. I ll send you a clip of one of my favorite songs. Mariah Carey - We Belong Together! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0habxsuXW4g&list=PLT6xvgxtdRA0LAwKqeXS374gO5ybvQ-2k&index=6&t=0s Oh, my God, how touching she sings and how sensitive it is. It s just unbelievable. I get goosebumps from her voice and intonation. She touches all the strings of my soul when I listen, and I even want to cry... I want to sing this song in karaoke, but I m embarrassed to sing in English in front of other people. I hope you had a good New Year s weekend and are full of energy to achieve new heights this year! I hope that you will read my penultimate big letter and write! I ve been waiting for your answer, so I m just a little worried. |
I wish you a good Saturday night.
I m planning to ride a horse tomorrow, and what are your plans for this weekend? I want to tell you that I am waiting for a letter from you every day. I wrote to you, but apparently my letter again passed by your attention. Look for my emails in the search, please answer me. Today I am not sending photos, but if you respond to my last letter with interest and send me your photos, then in the next letter I will send a lot of photos. I don t want us to lose each other. |