Der Vorgang 4713
mariadear@gmx.com
Maria
Der erste Kontakt 4713
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| Hi Patrick!
Please forgive me for this late reply, i was unable to get my mail this week, but now i ll be here! I so very pleased, that you replied to my quick message! I was waited for your answer with a big impatience! I hope you will be attentive to words that i am going to write, then i can assure you i will be patient and attentive reader also ;) Cause from what you ll write to me i ll consider, is there any point in our further dialogue. The thing is, and i think you ll agree with me- it s so hurts to be ignored, yes? I want to be straight with you in our correspondence, i want to have a chance to talk free about what s on my mind. And it s so sad when you get ignore at the end, or rude words or more of it, when you ve been called by a different name. It s so unpleasant this happened with me a couple of times and less of everything i want it happen again. Ah, i am sorry if it sounds too pretentious, i don t want you to be frighten, i am a kind person after all. Please, read my letter to the end and only then make your conclusions. The point is, i am a gentle and loving girl but life gives lessons that needs to be learned, so i try to be more cautious now. There is so much people that carries cruelty and evil with them. I am interested in you and the fact that you wrote to me tells that you like me too. None of us could tell right now, where will our communication lead us to, i hope, no matter what we could be friends at least. Well, to the point- something about me: i am a student, my main subject is sociology. I am 25 yo and i live in a town called Yaroslavl, Russia. In my future letters i ll give you more detailed story. I must tell you right now, from very beginning, that in my free from studying time i am working as a dancer at night club, this is a very popular place and most of the time we should wear some extremely sexy wears ( sometimes topless), nothing more, no sexual encounter or anything else. i am not ashamed of my work. If you think that you can t communicate with a girl who sometimes shows her body in public places, it ll be better for you, well for me too, to stop this communication. I like man s who try to be honest with themselves, who doesn t judge just because most of the peoples do, brave and passionate persons. Please forgive my English, i am still learning and sometimes it s hard for me to translate, for example something from urban language or national specific. Anyway, forgive me if i ll miss something you ll write. I like having fun, laughing and i think i am easy person in communication, like jokes, and the people who like to smile. Smile- is something you like to have when you live in a Russia, it helps )) Anyway, you ll not be bored next to me! Despite of that, i have not to much friends, but i try to be a best for this little company i have, true friendships is something really valuable! Hope we could be that kind of people to each other and will be careful and respectful to each other. I ll do my best from my side! It s not with any person i want to be engaged in such relationships, but, in some way, i want to try it with you. I like you and want to give it a try. i don t want you to think like i am irrational in some way, but we must confess to each others that attraction between man and woman is irrational by it s nature, don t it? I think i have my own head, i know something about peoples and society, well thanks to my education. Sometimes i think it s too much for a young woman like me, sometimes i want to feel myself silly little girl, who had someone who cares about her. But life had it s rules- either you grow quick either you lose. So, i became an independent instead of waiting for someone. Now i think, no matter what was in your life before you shouldn t complain, look at everything around you- life isn t simple but it also had it s beauty! We are the creators of our world and we must chose the people that surrounds us wisely. That s my philosophy, what s you thinking about it? There is something that s on my mind also, as i told you, i had an experience in talking with some peoples from Internet, and some of this experience isn t pleasant, as i told you before, i want to be heard but some peoples talks like robots and avoid personal communications, so will it be possible if i ll call you some day? When you ll be ready just write me your phone number and i ll call you. I want to hear your voice. I ll love to do that right when i repair my cell phone, i accidently crashed it at my work cause of some drunk girl. Oh, one more thing, i wrote you that i want to make an exchange with some erotic photos with you, but i also want to be sure that it s not the only thing why you wrote me. I want to be sure you interested in me as a person also! Some man s just wanted hot photos and they keep talking only about that, talking about some cash instead of my photos, but- the only way i can send this kind of photos is thru mutual respect and understanding. Some of this man s stopped writing me as soon as they got it. And this was not very pleasant for me. But, don t get me wrong, i think sending some hot photos to each other is really fun and exciting! It s a big pleasure for me to show this photos for someone i feel sympathy to!- It gives me wings to fly! I only ask you one thing, please dont be to insistent, let it go as it should go. Don t forget, i am waiting for your photos also and with a big impatience! Just resize them first, intenet speed is really low here and sometimes it takes ages to download a large scaled photo. I am here and waiting for your answer with a big interest and huge impatience! I want to hear about the place you live in, your country, city, peoples around. I am so curious! This was a long letter, but there is so much i need to tell you. I want to hear your opinion about main thoughts in this letter, don t make me waiting for too long! With my best wishes, Maria |